shiver..

baru je semangat nak redecorate/renovate blog aku
and laptop aku prob lak..
so, skrang dia (laptop aku) ada kat kedai
tgh direpair..
harap-harap dapat laa backup file-file yang banyak nk mamfus tu
i actually found some helpful ways to give this blog some new look
but the pictures are in my laptop
so
just have to wait..
my grandma came a few days ago with my uncle and and families
thats 4 generation for you
grandma-aunt-her daughter(my cousins)-nephews and niece
memang kelakar gila la kan bila diorang ni ada
and kakak(cousin) ask me to go to kl during the holidays
she'll take me to wherever i wanna go like the museum or somtin like that
and of course she'll bring along her chubby funny sons and daughter
its great idea
but i have plans coming soon
sorry..
aunts house are kinda cool
a two story house with an attic
hardly goes in the attic though
but the library were marvelous
there tonnes of books there
and my favourites are R.L. Stine's
i actually started reading his book at aunt's
' The Ghost Writer '- the first of stine's book that i've read
is my english sucks?
i love english
but i never really study it properly-kat universiti x kira laa..-
i learn them from movies, books and games
so, kat sini aku jot down je ape yang aku rasa betul
warghh!
baru teringat dictionary yg baru beli sem lepas dah lesap laa..
adoi..dalam bebanyak benda yg hilang
aku rasa hilang dictionary paling x best..
oh well, kene kumpul duit beli baru la jawabnya..

trip..

off on a trip to Mystery Island..
if i'm not back in a few days,
maybe i'm enjoying there..
if i'm not back in a week,
maybe its really fun there..
if i'm not back in 2 weeks,
maybe i got lost in the mystery jungle..
if i'm not back in 3 weeks,
maybe i've been kidnapped by some tribe..
if i'm not back in 4 weeks,
maybe i've probably escaped..with the chief's beautiful daughter..
if i'm not back in 1 month and 2 weeks,
maybe we're on our self made boat in the wide sea..
if i'm not back in 2 month,
maybe we're kidnapped by the pirates..
if i'm not back in 3 month,
maybe i'm on the 'plank of death' right now..
if i'm not back in 4 month,
maybe i lived and went back to save her..
if i'm not back in 5 month,
maybe u should wait a bit more..
and if a pirate looking guy came,
that would probably be me.. havent shave for 5 month, what did u think i would look like...!!
-imagination has no limit ! -

rendang..

esok raya..
eh
kira hari ni la kan
koz dah malam raya
rendang dah siap
nasi impit pun dah ready
esok
inshallah umah aku la jadi host raya aji tahun nih..
maknjang paknjang pakteh makteh paksu maksu pak abu and tokcik
dulu selalunya makan besar / gathering kitorang wat kat bungallow makcik
tp bungallow tu dh jual laa
makcik dh moved out
jadi berpindah le ke umah aku..
seronok kan..
ramai-ramai adik bradik sedara mara
and pastinya makanan yg bertimbun lg bes..
to all followers
Selamat Hari Raya Eiduladha aku ucapkan..

mahkota..

aku pernah dinobatkan sbagai king!
King of Balloon..
what the heck..!

so rambut kita itu mahkota kita kan..
tanpa rambut pasti pelik kan..
x semestinya..
ada orang tampak sangat menarik jika botak..
dan aku bukanlah orang itu..
walaucamnapun
ia masih terpulang ke si pemilik mata
yang menafsir apa yang disukai atau pun sabaliknya
tiap manusia itu kan dicipta berbeza
citarasa juga mungkin tidak sama

baru masa dinner tadi mama kata padaku..
" memang la macam trojan."
lol
aku ketawa aja..
rambut kini udah tinggi melangit
melekuk-lekuk bak ombak
mama suruh aku potong
jadi aku fikir biar botak trus aja
mama x benarkan..
"Janganla botak. Potong bagi pendek kemas macam masa sekolah dulu, kan ensem."
" hehe.." aku tersengih..
tapi sayang pula..
hey korang
jangan syampu tiap hari unless disarankan doktor
doktor pun rasanya akan kata jangan sympu tiap ari
kerana ini akan menghilangkan natural oil untuk rambut
and this natural oil proves to be the best oil for hair..
apa saja style yang memberi stress pada akar rambut
bisa aja men'damage'kan rambut anda..

antara kompliment yang dapat aku pasal rambut ..
-aku ingatkan orang asli mana tadi -ajiq
-trojan- mama
-macam penyapu lidi - makcik aku
and some more yang malas lah nk gtau..huhu..

kuat..

jangan wat heavy exercise d malam hari..
hoo
pnat gila..
did some skipping, body lifting and the most push up i ever did..
kes adik aku cabar la nih..
pergh..tangan aku dah ...haaa.. tercabut..

saja la aku semangat recently..
nak kasi badan ni tough sket..
jadi cam bruce lee..wacaa!
badan steady je, pantas cekap lagi tere!
wa tabik sama lu bruce..

bila badan steady
orang pun x brani nk kacau kan kan..
dia tngok-" uish, ni kalo salah langkah ni sakit nih.."-
juga,
badan sihat otak pun cerdas..
oxygen klua masuk ngan lancar tanpa sebarang roadblock polis mahupun jpj..
juga,
bila dah kuat
leh la kita protect yang yg kurang kuat
adik kita
kakak kita
abang kita..kita abang, so kita la kena jadik kuat!
parents kita..
and x lupa
awek kita..kalo ade awek la..
dengan kekuatan yg dikurniakan
dapatlah kita selalu beribadah dan mnegakkan kebenaran!

look..

look!
its a bird. NO!
its a plane. NO!
its man with a blanket? NO!
its just yan..
cemburu pula lihat her new page design..
buat sendiri kah,
macam mana ya..

aku pun teringin laa..
tp macam mana..

look kinda matters rite!
bila page menarik baru la tertarik
baru la mereka scroll atas bawah kiri kanan
klik itu ini
mendekatkan wajah ke skrin
dan mungkin sekali berkata
" Wahh..Smart gila blog dia!"

and blog aku itam je backgroundnyer..
pehhh..

so, i'm off for the search of "how to make my blog lawa!"
status : influenced and excited!

lipat..

bila mahu ditayangkan d tv ha?
cerita GODZILLA tu..
aku lupe..
korang tau?

tadi ada lipat baju
kerana baju banyak x lipat
ibu ke Kuala Lumpur
urusan kerja
aku terperuk di rumah
bila petang aja bisa keluar

hari ini cerah sedikit
petang semalam hujan sikit
tapi pergi joging juga
hari ini juga pergi

dah muak main gameboy
dah muak main game pc
aku mahu aktiviti luar
xde rock climbing ke dekat-dekat sini

dominos pizza jauh la plak
aku mahu minum susu malam ini
hari ini makan nasik lemak
hari-hari makan nasik
haritu ibu buat soto
soto sedap
makan soto yang sedap

musim hujan
astro jadi x clear
aku xde astro
tv jarang tengok
broadband slow
tersekat-sekat
aku jadi malas nk online
ini aku tulis offline

ada duit aku simpan
dari beli gitar
mahu upgrade laptop
mahu beli buku lagi sem depan

xde foto baru nk edit
kamera dah rosak
kamera adik juga rosak
belum pergi kedai
warranty masih ada lg

bilik sudah kemas sikit
baju sudah lipat banyak
aku tetiba rasa lapar
lepas ni pegi carik makanan

asyik sakat adik beradik
hari-hari sakat
basikal belum repair
aku rindu berbasikal

rindu pada anak saudara
si alisya
dulu balik raya
semuanya baik denganku
aku suka budak-budak
senyumannya ikhlas
gelak tawanya original

itu dalam fikiranku sekarang..

bowl..

lets jom!

aku da boring gila duk kat umah..

walo ada banyak mende bermanfaat leh wat kat umah..tp..

aku da bored

jom la kengkawan sume gi bowling!!!!!!

kedekang klungklang glebok..

STRIKE!!!

bila hampa nk cuti nih!!!

its bowling bowling bowling yeah!
bowling bowling...yeah yeah!

game mejatuhkan pin ni mmang amat aku gemari selain dari memanah dan rounders..

outdoor games mmang seronok dan sihat..
eh
bowling indoor kan
sori sori
kiranya game yang banyak movement laa

rifle shooting juga teramatlah best!
korang KENA try kalo ada peluang..
kalo naseb baek memang feel gila menembak nih..
naseb kurang baek kalo tertembak yang x patut ditembak..yup, we're talking real bullets and real life..
xdenya peluru kapur..
salah trigger melayang nyawa..

bagi archery plak..
unlike menembak, this sport is lebih relax..or senyap la berbanding shooting..
but a bow and arrow are still weapons
sentiasa dalam posisi dan attitude yang betul inshallah dapat mengelakkan segala yg x diingini
x banyak beza ngan menembak cuma bila menembak abis peluru kita beli isi balik
tp memanah bila dah abis pergi kutip/retrieve balik..-nk beli baru tiap kali mmg la bankrup-
game ni awal-awal maen mungkin korang rasa susah penat panas dan tension
dahla x larat nk tarik bow,
terketar-ketar tangan,
panas mentari,
panas hati koz asyik x kena ja..
jgn risau..

mungkin ada yang dah bullseye walopun baru first time..tu mungkin skali beginners luck or korang memang berbakat..
bagi yang ..kurang berbakat, kuncinya practice!

aku dulu pun x tere..
skarang pun x tere sngt..
tapi constant training inshallah membantu..
kalo x larat, carik bow yang ringan sket..
kalo boleh training berterusan
rehat boleh, tp jgn sampai 4-5 hari..
nanti hilang feeling..jgn plak overtrain..
bila tangan dah steady,
baru senang aim..
x ketar lagi konfiden..
mungkin time ni korang dah dapat style or cara korang sendiri..
then gunalah competition bow yang lebih super!

janji minat ada diiringi usaha!
so tamatlah ceramah kita hari ini..
saya sebagai coach anda, mengucapkan selamat memanah!

-tetiba lak aku jadi semangat nk cite pasal archery nih..-

old..

went through some hundreds of photos
back in the school years
n giggled all the way

classmates yang memang the best!!
one of a kind..
or should i say 20 of a kind..
yup
20
there were 20 boys and three girls in my class back then(in form4 and 5)
with that lot of boys
the class certainly are not like others..
the loudest you may say..

once in a while
or some many times
the whole class would sing
like the pirates on the bloody pirate ship
sing and sing celebrating every single thing
in our case
if the teacher said one word or sentence
which is connected with any songs known
than one would sing
even in the middle of the teaching
the other would sing along
and complete the whole song

hahaha

it keeps us from dreaming
it keeps the teacher smiling

like a family
though somtimes the bonds crack
well
even brothers fight
and get better in the end

miss u guys!
all the best!
do your best!
to all!

kutip..

hujan petang tadi membantutkan rancangan aku nk g joging..
so aku teruskan bermain gameboy..
pokemon ruby..telah pun mnewaskan elite four and the champion..
dah xde game baru or movie baru nk tngok..
adik aku ajak tngok GENG..
aku on je..
bilik kecil itu x sunyi dek gelak tawa kami..
adikku bawa sedikit butter cookies wat alas perut
dah abis biskut dia mula kutip saki baki serbuk serdak yang jatuh
dimasukkan dalam mangkuk kosong
kami sambung tngok cerita
kemudian adikku makan lagi..
berkerut dahi aku lihat dia
"bukan ke tu yang kita baru kutip tadi?'-aku tanya-
dengan muka terkejut + menyesal adikku pun cakap
"terlupa..."
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahah!
sakit perut aku dibuatnya..
aku ceritakan pada kakak ku
kami gelak lagi..

adikku ni kekadang wat aku panas!
kekadang wat aku terpikir " sampai hait gila!!"

tapi most of the time..
ok la..
alaa..
adik bradik..
mesti quarell punya!
bagi yang x tngok lagi GENG!
mesti tngok tau!
best gila!!

slow..

aku klik situ dan sini
atas dan bawah..
kiri dan kanan..
reading past comments..

one of the things i like about blogging is
when theres a comment..
u know that people read what u wrote..
well
somtimes they just leave comments and only read the first two lines..
still
thats good enough
they visited my page..
it make me smile

okay..
i totally forgot why was the title 'slow'..
oh..
its because i'm hearing slow music right now..
really calming..

stories are really somtin
beautifully planned
everytin fall to it places wonderfully

oi
....
..oi..

-the writer's fingers suddenly stop..words arent coming out...-

hujan..

it rained..

i kinda like it..

why?

well..
hujan itu kan rahmat
kita perlukan hujan
bumi perlukan hujan

tapi ia penjarakan kita
dari keluar bersuka-ria

tipulah..
pergilah main hujan..
kan seronok..

pabila hujan
semuanya pun sejuk
air
bilik
lantai
tombol

selesa aja di bawah selimut..
zZzZzZzZ..

kalo hujan di weekend semua masam muka
kalo hujan di hari minggu semua tersengih suka

mana tidaknya
kalo rintik
boleh lambat ke kelas
kalo lebat
sambung tidur lah jawabnya

aku suka duduk di luar tika hujan
di tempat terlindung aku tersenyum
bunyi hujan kan menengelamkan semua
bagaikan alam sedang bersorak
sedang ia membasahi tiap ceruk
aku mahu duduk dia atas tembok
sekali-sekala kan terkena tempias hujan
angin sejuk menampar-nampar pipi ini
wuuuuuu. Genting!- bak kata syafiq
kelihatan manusia-manusia akan berlari mencari teduh
masing-masing mengembangkan payung
seluar kan disenteng mengelak percik air
semuanya akan senyap menunggu hujan
borak pun tak berguna
masing-masing pekak dengan bunyi tompok hujan
yang lawa kecewa
si pekerja pejabat dengan baju mahalnya
yang comot gembira
si anak kampung kan berlari-lari menikmati hujan
bagi mereka
hujan datang seperti tiket ke taman tema air
tiada peraturan
hanya keseronokan semata-mata
walaupun emak pasti marah
sekali sekala
apa salahnya kena marah demi hujan..

adakah kamu lupa
kan ada pelangi cantik selepas hujan...

ini aku snap ketika dan selepas hujan baru berhenti...

budak..

slalu aku cerita pasal diri ini..
kali ini aku pilih dia pula
siapa?
err..


si budak chubby yg kiri tu..

nama: F
umur: muda dari aku
pekerjaan : student di sebuah sbp kat m'sia
status: aku xtau
tinngi: rendah dari aku
berat : ringan dari aku
favourite food: bihun kung fu
hobi: melukis, game, sports, demam, etc

budak ini sebenarnya adalah adik aku
beza umur x jauh sangat
beza perangai, boleh tahan
dia lebih teratur
aku lebih berterabur
bulu mata lentik budak ini selalu jadi bualan
ya, lentik macam budak perempuan
kecik-kecik sangat qiut
bila besar..x qiut...haha..macho?mungkin laa..
nak tengok dia belajar kat rumah agak susah
tetiba je dapat straight A dlm upsr
terkejut aku
tp aku percaya dia boleh
budak ini main hoki di sekolah rendah dan basketball di sekolah menengah
pernah masuk nasyid dan F1 in school
aku xtau pun dia amik engineering sampai la aku tersembang dgn cikgu aku
yg juga cikgu dia
dulu dia suka cakap tunggang terbalik-camna la dapat straight A? lol-
sekarang cakap terbalik-tunggang..err..-susah faham-
tahap keteraan taekwandoe nya x diketahui
school life kekal misteri
dulu dia suka demam
pantang balik umah je demam..-koolfever maju sebab dia-
rasanya dia paling banyak travel masa sekolah berbanding aku dan siblings lain
mahu ke putrajaya katanya esok lusa ni
pertandingan apa entah
dressing-selalunya melucukan, tapi kekadang smart! kalah aku-aku smart?..
dia kurang memberontak bila disuruh
aku selalu meberontak bila disuruh
kreatif agaknya
katanya mahu amik programming nanti
eh, dulu cakap nk jadi cikgu..
dia mudah campur dengan orang
aku mudah makan sorang-sorang-gurau ja..
agak cekap bab-bab komputer nih..
so thats my lil bro..

black..

"pakai la smart smart sket.." my sis will say..

2 answers,
sama ada aku akan pergi tukar
or
aku gelak je dan cakap
" Rilek da ah."

how do we think and accept things are influenced by a lot of things..
usually because,
-experiences
-parents
-life standards
-educations
-friends
-families
-hobbies
-medias and many more..

my favourite food is still nasi ayam..
my favourite drink is still iced lemon tea
but my style?
i mean how i dress up..

when i was younger..back to the time before UPSR seems so scary..
scary ke?xlah...
i wear anything that i had..never really wanted any specific clothes..
a new shirt is enough to put a smile on my face..
the bright colours and neat sewing mirrored back in my shining eyes..
..long ago..
when i went to secondary school..
i moved to colared shirts..long sleeve half of the time..
most of the shirts were big and ..long?-for higher people-
well, i didnt care..so what?
i'm wearing something..thats good enough..

and when the time came..-you know, when girls suddenly looks cute and

attractive-
what the!
oh my god..
what am i wearing all this time..
mom gave me and old but steady pair of jeans..
its a unique..
never saw anything like it..so it became my favourite..
and i fell in love with white t's..
i went nearly everywhere with white t's and jeans..
but somthing happened and i kinda lost interest in this clothing things..
i went for more relaxed kinda old clothes..
faded coloured shirts or pants means nottin..
as long as it is comfy..
later on this bright outfits seems vulnerable to dirts,stains,kuah

kari,sweat,etc...
i got a black sweater and it is really smart and comfy..
'black' quickly impresses me..
it is-
-elegant
-stylish
-less vulnerable
-cool
-trendy
-suits most coloures
-heroic

and still my favourite colour for shirts..
and my favourites are black rm6 t-shirts i bought at giant, a black man united
t-shirt my bro gave me, and milani t-shirt..black in colour of course..
love coz they're black and really really really comfortable..
somtimes..maybe most..
i went black all out..
from head to to toes..from the cap to the shoes..
and oh,
i hate collared t/ shirts now.. and ties
i wear my faculty jacket nearly every monday just to avoid collar and ties...

so i usually wear sweater on the rest of the week..

kepda aiman,rafiq,syami,afiq dan farah!
selamat studying and jawab periksa!
online,kucing,rfc, sume tu dugaan...

here are some of my favourites..

snowcap..

oyy..
aku tidur dan tidur..
penat kelmarin agaknya..
ada banyak durian di rumah..
tp itu tadi..
bapa sudah bagi pada orang..
agaknya kerana xde orang sentuh buah tuu..
aku pun belum..
aku terus tidur dari td..
malas nk berjalan..
kakiku cedera akibat leka bermain d taman tema..
adoi..

rambutku udah agak panjang..
tidak kemas..
selalunya aku biarkan pendek..
mudah diurus..mudah disikat..
tp,
bagaimana rupaku kalo rambut berombak ku panjang..
musykil aku..
tetapi lagi..
rambutku sekarang amatlah x smart..
jadi aku pakai snowcap bila keluar rumah..

pernah aku botakkan kepala ini tika menghampiri final exam dulu..
semua orang yg aku jumpa akan kata
" Benazar ke?"-99%-
jawapannya 'X!'
saja aku mahu ringankan kepala dekat-dekat nk exam..
kasi berangin sket...
masa tu aku juga x pasti mahu botak atau x..
aku tanya rakan..
ada yang sokong..
ada yang tidak..
tp aku masih ingat yg bun ada kata " Just Do It!"
rm5-botak
malam tu juga kami-aku,fifi and the gang-
pergi cari snowcap..

merrier...

hari ini aku pergi ke taman tema air..
maksu belanja so kitorang pun ok jelah..hehe..
nenek pun turut serta..
so ada 7 org sumenye-kakak,maksu,nenek,three chubby cousins and me-
actually kitorang ajak other cousins but x diorang x dpt plak..
to me,THE MORE THE MERRIER!
aku suka ramai-ramai..
seronok..
at least ada teman..my sis?org laen la! kakak aku aku dh jumpa tiap2 ari..
-marah kakak aku karang-

so aku slalu ajak membe teman aku sana sini..
nk bli itu ini pun ajak membe..
kalo jalan sesorang boring,
pastu xde teman nk gelak-gelak..
so xde kenangan..
and kalo terjatuh/terpeleot/terhantuk mana-mana xdak la malu sgt..
and boleh aku snap pictures..
kalo jalan sesorang nk amik gambar sapa?
apek jual ikan..
kalo ada membe-boleh amik gamba apek DAN MEMBE aku tu..-
so skrg aku tgh cuti,
boring nak mamfus duk kat umah..
ingat nk g melawat x-housmate aku laa soon..
duk rumah,
-tido lambat bangun lambat
-chores..yg ni x kesah sgt..
-pantang nk rilek dlm bilik je parents aku suruh duk luar..
-tv?-jarang la mengadap tv skrg..
-laptop? xde movie baru..
-internet? dah potong koz xde org pakai bila sume g boarding school
-membe? sume tgh duk final,so x cuti lagi..
-pegi joging sesorang as always..
-awek?@#%$#! pe barang awek-awek, keje pun belum..
-peti ais x full cam dedulu..

hari-hari mak aku pesan suruh mengaji..
hari-hari aku ingat pastu lupa..
bilik messy..
mouse aku cam nk kiok je..
call of duty 4 dah x larat nk ulang..

ok,aku nk siap g acompany kakak aku g ajaq bebudak nk peksa..
aku tolong la yg mana buleh..
(niat sebenar adalah karna ada wifi)

promises..

i'm afraid of promises..

afraid that it would be just lies..

words that holds nothing but meaningless hopes..

afraid to give my words..

afraid i couldn't keep 'em..

afraid that it would hurt the one i love..

afraid to loose again..


no one knows the future exactly..
how it would turn to be..
or how it would not..
with today's problems and issues..
will it get better or worsen..

i'm afraid..
but am i afraid for the right reason..

for what i should fear are God's anger and punishment..
for the sins..
for the forbidden doings ...
. . .



i used to come to this beach..
the waves sounds in the subuh..love it..
used to send the sounds to *ehem-ehem, nm dan alamat d'rahsiakn*...

telefon..

telefon..
telefon berbunyi..

some of my friends are mad at me coz i hardly answers their phone calls..
like i care!
my phone usually on its silent mode nearly 24hours a day..
since i got class early in the morning and ends late in the evening,
so i keep it that way so that i dont disturb the classes..
and i hardly checks my phone..only for the 'time' and calendar and songs..since i dont wear any watch and i dont carry any mp3..
they kept telling me that its better that i dont own one..
again,
like i care!

okay..
lets start!

the firts phone i had was a blue siemens phone..
with yellow back light and have a cute antennae..
if u write a sms, it goes to sides and never down,not like nowadays phones where it goes down..

second was an alcatel..grey..
like most old phones, the antennae is still there..
but some upgrades are found..
there are games..my sis and me keep breaking each others records until at one point,
i could easily solved the games in seconds..
ah,
this time the sms goes like nowadays phones..downwards..
it had orange back light..

the third phone happens to be one the longest phone i had..
it was still an alcatel product, but the antennae's gone and the phone was smaller than any other phones and also lighter..
new games and applications..there is also a sound recorder..and f.m. radio..
it came in grey but later i changed it to red..love this phone..

and the last one is a motorola..
black, slim, and love it..
its the first coloured phone i had..and also has a mp3 player..
camera and videorecorder...
still using it and still in its original housing..
though dents here and there (fell like a hundred times)
one of the most damaging incident was a drawing camp at the beach..
i fell on to the not so clear salt water and immersed the phone with me..
repaired it..
the video recorder sucks but i love its camera!

and my invisible sony erikson..
a black w-series phone..
my sis is using right now..
i got it for my spm..
she havent give it back..
its like your money in the bank..
you own it but u cant see it..

so thats all..
ah, the reason i owned one in the first place was because of a girl..
a totally unknown girl..
i wished she was mine..

santan..

hari hari aku lalu dan pandang..
hanya pandang..
kulontar sedikit senyuman kepada si peniaga..
tapi ku simpan hasrat dari beberlanja..
aku dah terlepas dulu..
takkan kali ini juga..
"cana nk wat kuah durian?"-lebih kurang la msg yg aku hantar pada mak aku dlm pukul 5pm td..
mak aku call and call sampai aku answer..
kul 6.30ptg gitu baru aku memetik butang hijau menerima panggilan..
aku rindu suara emak..
tiap kali telefon,
emak pasti akan tanya bila mahu pulang..
terkedu aku..-okay, terkedu tu menatang ape?-
kalo boleh nak je aku balik bila weekend..
tp apakan daya..
ada shj test dan program yg bergolek ke kalendar..
mahu balik...
sabar mama, akan pku pulang jua, inshallah..
jadi aku pun tanyalah camne nk wat kuah durian..
setelah mendapatkan segala maklumat yg diperlukan,
aku mneruskan perjalanan pulang ke rumah sewa..
and for the hundredth time i passed by the durian stall..
malamnya aku dan ajie pergi beli..
kitorang nk beli sebiji je walaupun ada promosi 3 biji rm10..bukan ape, takut tak sedapp..
brother tu cakap,
"satu rm4"
"ok lah, kasi satu."-aku kata
brother tu pun angkat sebiji and terus menetak durian td..lalu menunjukkan isinya yg kuning..
terliur aku..
pastu dia kata lagi..
"beli 2 la, 2 biji rm5."kata brother penjual durian tuu..
"??????"aku terkonfius sketika.
"bolehlah, kasi 2."so we ended up buying 2 durians..
lepas dinner baru lah aku mula wat kuah durian..
bau durian menyelubungi dapur lalu ke seluruh pelusuk rumah ..
dan menyelinap ke luar lalu menyeludup masuk ke rumah jiranku..
"sape makan durian nih?"suara dari rumah jiranku.
"ada bau durian kan."suara laen pula.
maka berlaku lah sedikit bual ttg misteri bau durian..aku mendengar di sini..
mmg niatku nk bagi pun..
bukan org laen, jiran kita jugak..
lagi-lagi durian,
baunya yg sedap nk mamfus nih pasti meragut hidung sesapa pun..
sesiapa saja x kira yg selesema atau H1N1,
kecuali si mat salleh..
entah hidung ape diorang ni..
so kitorang bagi la smangkuk durian..
maka abihlah kuah durian tu skelip mata walaupun..
walaupun ada orang tuu kata asyik kata "NANTI X ABIS!"
haha..
the point is..jadi la jiran kitorang..leh dapat kuah durian free...hehe..
tp,
we're one loud family in the house..
so,
wat-wat x dgrlah jelah...

red..

whats with girls?

they are unexplainable right?

okay, i should stop..on second thought..

i've watched 10,000 bc and 17 again recently..
great movies..
both shows how men would sacrifice anything for women..
we've heard enough poems and songs of them..
most movies must have 'em..the heroines..
most song's video clips too..

the world seems to exploit every inch that's great about them..
over and over again..
okay i really should stop...

the thing is..
girls,
you're like an apple on a tree..
way up high where u shine red..
but u sulked for no one wants to get you..
too long that u gave up waiting for that one person..
and so drop yourself to be pick...
by anyone or anything that longs for food and just wanna fill their lust of hunger..
and not because you're the best..but the least..
so, hang in there, stay on that that tree..
and the one shall come..
he who would climb again and again if he falls..
try and try everything if he fails after one and another..
he would never give up until you are his..
for he deserve you for his efforts and loyalties..
admiring you on how good you're, shining red..
not a scratch or bruise..
well protected..
from the dirty grounds that u might fall on..
regretting for his hard work would be impossible..
for he has own THE BEST..

the point is,
janganlah kecewa dengan mana-mana lelaki dan dan di dalam kecelaruan tu korang terima je
sesapa..you have the right to choose okay..
janganlah rendahkan diri agar mudah ditarik-tarik,
biarlah tinggi dihormati..
*merendah diri okay!*

corrosive..

anode will corrodes faster than cathodes does..bla bla..mm/year..bla..
galvanic,uniform,stress cracking, pitting, crevice, erosion...
will having a test on this things in a few hours..
yuuu just found out his motorcycle have been 'kopak',
diorang kopak sit motor and curi amende ntah yg duk sbelah bateri tuu(sembang budak engineering)..
so terpaksalah kitorang jalan kaki g kampus nnt..
aku,
dah study sket...mati-mati aku ingat test kul 8 td...
ganbatte!
KIMIA!

attraction...

what do i love about blogging..
well, there's a lot of funny blogs to read..
some with interesting and beautifully captured pictures..
can comment on someone's blog..
receive comments on own posts..feels like people care..
can spill it out when no one wants to hear..
i really love some of the songs the put on their page..really calming..

what do i love about campus life..
tiredly funny life..
interesting programs..
freedom..
the girls..kawaii..
the kind 'makcik cleaner'..
the cute lecturer..yg cute je laa..haha..
the killing air-conditioner..damn cold!
the funny friends that tends to blame you for everything..
the house rent..
the unknown free wireless internet..tq..who ever you are..


why do like my house?
have mom and family..
my own room..though i share with my lil bro..
the kitchen is always a few meters away..
the fridge rarely empty..
the hot shower in the cold morning..brrrr..
the tv..
the friends..
the park is very near..can go jog everyday..
get to see mom everyday..
easy to find anything..i see some of my friends and other people tend to go very far for just a few things ..
but at my hometown..there's about 6 malls or more with 3 malls are less than 5 km radius..
lastly..
sebab dia bez..

TAG
KIMI
KISHI
DD
(SUME RHYMES, LOL)

wish..

sebuah basikal tua
buat aku meronda kota

sebuah kamera
buat aku bekukan peristiwa

sebuah mp3 tersorok di poket
sepasang earphone tersemat erat
menghindar bingit kota
deruman enjins si raksasa beroda

topi jerami sebagai mahkota
meredup terik mentari

sebotol air kosong
buat tekak yg kemarauan

sepasang sepatu kain
selesa dan kemas

mungkin juga topeng udara
mengasihani sang jantung

di bawah sepohon rendang
redup
sejuk
untuk aku berehat
mungkin beradu sementara
kembali sedar
dunia nyata yg sementara..

lihat..

salam..
bagus kan ada internet nih..
senang cari maklumat..
senang chit chat..
senang tahu khabar rakan-rakan..
selepas tamat sekolah menengah,
xde sorg pun budak sekelas aku yg masuk satu ipt dgn aku..

semua telah terbang dgn haluan masing-masing..

dia kesana dia kesitu..
tp satu pun tidak dgnku..
harapkan cuti baru ketemu..
baru boleh melepas rindu..

tp syukur ada internet..
ada sja gambar yg diupload..
sedikit sebanyak terubat rindu..
melihat si rakan gembira..
aku juga gembira..

tersenyum-senyum aku sendiri..
melihat senyuman si rakan..
bilakah kita akan berjumpa lagi..
mahu sembang sampai pengsan..

tapi sedih juga ku..
melihat mereka yg gembira..
gembira berdusta..
astaga.
wahai rakan
wahai teman
mengapa jalan itu yang kau redah..
tidakkah kau sedar itu salah..
apa layakku menegur..
apa layakku memarah..
aku sekadar teman yg mengambil kesah..

aku juga ada salah..
tapi aku cuba perbaiki..
betullah kata mereka..
"kuman seberang laut nmpk, gajah dpan mata x nmpk"
jauhilah perkara mungkar..
sesungguhnya balasannya adalah neraka..
dimurkai Pencipta..
aku bukanlah si suci dari dosa..
aku juga hamba hina..
pasti ada silap
pasti ada salah

tp sebagai saudara..
sebagai apa yg si orang putih kata," what are friends for.."
tegurku secara bukan menghina apatah lagi membunuh..
aku tahu setiap manusia biasa itu ada perasaannya sendiri..ada egonya..
tak boleh dihentak-hentak..
x boleh dipijak-pijak..
kena ada caranya..
tangan yg terluka sakitnya sementara..
hati yang terguris hanya Tuhan yg tahu..

masin...

"ini kalo hujan masa amik cop leh terkandas nih..yes,xyah g klass.."
tip.. tup.. tap.. tap. tap tap tap tap...hujan..
masin betul mulut aku nih!
tp,
kalo terkandas kat sini..
-online xleh.
-tido pun x syok..
-exam dh dkat..rugi plak..
adohai..

hujan mulai renyai...
ah, redah jelah...
ops..
camne ngan poster ni..
kalo basah, melayang duit kelab ..uuu...

so, in the end aku redah jerr..
sbenarnya,
aku xde idea nk tulis ape..
saja, aku tulis gak sket smentara tunggu 'fifi'...

bando..

guitarrr....
din, weren't you gonna buy one?
any recommendations?
i'm thinking of having one too..
yeah, anime influence..
but,
i really wanna try somtin on music..
i've try a lot of sports..
but music?
nah?
my grandpa was good on music..n my lil bro..
i've been surfing searching for prices..
kinda expensive..(mende baik mmg le mahal)
well?
u guys?

kembang...

rakanku ada berkata..
malas betul nk baca post aku,
coz nmpk panjang gila..
like he said,
'NAMPAK' panjang gila..
tapi X PANJANG PUN!
cumanya bila aku tulis..
evry sentences for only a line..
dia jadi cam panjang..
rasanya,
most posts aku leh abis dibaca around three minutes..
so,
hanyalah ilusi yg bermain di mata anda..
x panjang pun..
rambut ko juga dah x panjang..
dulu kembang mengerinting..
skarang dh rapat..

naik..

suratkahabar termurah di kampus laku dijual bak pisang goreng panas...
aku pun mencapai snaskah 'Harian Metro'..
kubelek-belek isi kandungannya..
"ah, beli ajalah dari x ada lansung.."
aku pun mengeluarkan RM1.20 dan beratur..
aku hulur skeping RM1 baru(al-maklumlah, raya baru lepas) dan duit syiling 20sen..
"eh dik, dah naik hargalah"
"oh, yeke. Dh berapa lama aku x beli suratkahbar.."
cashier tu gelak je..
------------------------
membe aku dtg tanya pasal kelab aku..
rupa-rupanya diorang pun nk tubuh kelab gak..
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change change change!
henshin!

ada..

ada mood?
xde..
so..
aku post next time je la wey..
aku dh online tp xde mood lak nk blog..
-yawned-
rasa nk tido ja...
-is this my shortest post ever?-

kucin..

test yg spatutnya membantutkan rancangan aku untuk pulang awal telah dibatalkan..
tanpa pengetahuanku..
aku telefon kakak..
kmudian ayah telefon aku..
ayah akan datang jemput...
i cant really remember the last time aku gembira mendengar suara ayah..
...
bapa inshallah sudah ondaway...


selepas mnulis blog yg sbelum ini secara offline..
aku kluar mmbli mi segera..lapar pula..
kembali di rumah..
seekor kucin tua mengiau-ngiau..
cedera..
terhincut-hincut..
malangnya tiada makanan yg boleh aku beri..
tiada ikan ayam mahu pun daging...apatah lagi rendang mak tok..
kucin td melihat aku menghilang ke dlm rumah ..
aku kmbali ke pintu..
aku buang biji kurma yg aku ambil dan beri kurma itu pada kucin td..
kalo kucin makan kurma..leh jadi genius ke?monologku...
haha..ia x makan kurma..
trus mnuju ke gerai burger di sberang jalan..
aku beli burger ayam yg berharga rm2.20..
baki duit dalam poket : rm0.20
sejuk..
siap, aku pun berjalan dan meniti titi kecil..
melintas jalan dan mengelak lopak..
sejuk..
kunci dicapai dan pintu dibuka..
kutinggal kunci td masih tersemat di tombol..
cepat-cepat aku unpacked burger td..
ouch..panas..
aku koyak sedikit kertas untuk dibuat lapik..
aku letak sedikit burger di situ...
pabila aku yakin ia x panas lg..
aku kluar kembali mnemui si kucin tua..
nah....itu untuk anda..ini untuk saya..sape suruh x makan kurma..berkhasiat!


-aku pulang-

malam...

skarang udah hampir jam 11.30mlm..
mlm ke-28 ramadhan...
slalunya aku akan tulis blog pabila online..
tp kali ini..
malas aku hendak redah hujan di luar...
jadi di sini sj..
ruang tamu rumah sewaku..
housemate ramai yg dh pulang..
maklumlah..
raya dah dekat..yg trakhir bakal mninggalkan rumah inshallah acad..
knapa?
rumahnya yg paling dekat..
jadi acad akan tunggu si jackie yg hanya akan bertolak pagi sabtu nnt..
nnt ibubapanya kan menjemput anak sulung(acad) mereka itu..
aku juga inshallah bakal dijemput..hehe..
lepas solat jumaat nnt..
alahamdulillah..
save duit tambang aku..

kini jackie udah lelap..
acad sperti biasalah, mngadap laptop..
aku baru usai menonton Harry Potter's latest movie..
makin misteri dan gelap..
best..

blum aku sambung ulangkajiku dari berbuka td..
baju pun ada yg belum basuh..
ujan pula..eh,udah renyai...

sahur td acad yg kejut..
tp aku tidur balik..
kmudian jackie kejut pula..
aku trus membasuh muka dan mencapai kurma..
abis sbiji aku akhiri dgn air paip sekole..
mata masih berat..
jam brapa pun aku tak tahu..
mencari-cari telefon bimbitku..
6:15am..astaga..
jackie kembali..
hasrat nk membeli roti untuk sahur batal..
subuh sudah pun masuk..

ok,
aku mahu berkemas..
mahu pulang la..
penat aku mebilang saat..
detik demi detik..
tik tik tik..kebabom!
kuat btul mercun-mercun td..
hai!
kalo cedera kan sakit..
dah le nk raya..
xleh maen bunga api ke,
ps3 ke, xbox ke, online ke,
alih-alih nk maen mercun gak..
kalo nk maen mercun pun,
mercun bawang suda la...

ok,

Selamat Hari Raya semua reader/blogger..
sedara mara
kengkawan
adik bradik
mak pak
makcik pakcik
cecikgu
lelecturer
aweks
makcik/pakcik kat bazaar
ex-student aku..
bekas kekasih..
kamen rider..
jiran-miran
cousins..(sedara mara sama la tuu)
housemate..
enemies
allies
kucin-kucin

saya minta maaf atas segala dosa saya pada anda semua..
minta maaf bebanyak..
maap zahir batin...
kalo ada yg terkurang/berhutang...aku ha...rap korang bayar lepas raya ok!
hahahahaha...gurau je..
jodoh itu d tangan Tuhan..
ye dawk?-xde kaitan lansung-

langit..

"ingin berjumpa sanak saudara yg slalu bermain di mataaaa..."-sedang aku dgr lagu oleh sudirman..
kelas aku td satu aja,
second kelas tlah dbatalkan karna kehadiran yg amat sikit..2 org..
malam nnt ajie pula kan berangkat..
iwang tlah pun menjejaki kakinya di bumi pengeluar kropok lekor itu..ganu kite!
yuu, apam and carrey juga bakal bertolak mlm ni..
maka,
akan tinggal aku,jackie dan acad di rumah..
sehingga jumaat..aku pula akn pulang..
ke rumah...
acad sudah pun mengunjung kampungnya..dan kembali..
aku dan jackie aja blum mrasa..nikmat raya..
yg kesiannya si jackie..
bertolak sehari sbelum raya..
nasib baek la acad akan tunggu skali..

kelmarin..
aku tunggu di perhentian bas..
dan tunggu..
sebaik kelihatan aku trus melambai..
nasib baek ada bas,
jika tak,
boleh aja aku dikunci dari masuk kelas..
tp sangkaanku meleset..
bas td trus laju mninggalkan aku di situ..
err..
nun jauh ia berhenti di traffic light..
mahu aja aku kejar bas td..
who knows when will the next bus would come....
aku lihat lampu-lampu di situ..
menganalisis!

jarak dari bas : lebihkurang 100meter..
masa lampu kan kembali hijau : x kurang 20 saat..
rekod pecut 100 meter : lebihkurang 13 saat
beban dibawa : x kurg 1.3kg
rintangan angin : kurang..
kondisi kasut : tapak 85% haus di tumit..
peratus sempat kejar! : 75%, still anything can happen...

lantak ah!
trus berlari di sisi jalan,
menghiraukan mata-mata skeliling..majoritinya siswi ipt berdekatan..
aku trus lari..
tercungap-cungap aku sbaik tiba di pintu bas..tuk tuk tuk.
cermin itu aku ketuk..
driver bas td menoleh sesaat dan paling kembali ke hadapan..?
what!
aku trus berdiri di situ bagai bayi mnunggu disuap..
seketika kemudian pintu itu terbuka dan cepat-cepat aku melangkah masuk..
pantas ia mnutup kembali..hampir saja beg aku tersangkut..bahaya..
sedikit marah..tp aku lbih pnat untuk berfikir..
jadi aku berdiri di tangga...
di depan sana..
sedikit crowded..
tapi kian kurang pabila bas menghampiri..
sebuah motor terparkir mlintang di tgh jalan..?
kiri kanan jalan mata-mata sibuk memerhati..
kemudian aku nmpk...
seorang perempuan berbaju kurung unggu dan sweater..-eh,ini perempuan td..aku ternampak semasa mnunggu bas..-
terduduk..
terketar..
darah mewarnai keseluruhan mukanya..
menitik-nitik darah jatuh dari dagu..
warga bas sudah sedikit bising..
allahuakbar...
ngeri..
x dapat aku byg kesakitannya..
sorang lelaki mndekati perempuan tadi..mmbantu..
dan kecelakaan td hilang dari pndangan..bas trus pergi mninggalkan tragedi...

kurang..

bangun sahur!...
terasa berat dan penat btul nk bangun..
tp kucelikkan jua kedua mata..
kukemasakan kain pelekat yg dh longgar..
kubasuh muka yg x mandi..
menuju ke pintu perlahan..

kini sedikit segar..
tp itu x banyak membantu..
angin sepoi bahasa tp dingin amat..
aku peluk tubuh sambil melihat jalan..
ada lipas di situ..
tangkas aku merembatnya...dan golll! berguling di rumput..
apa dosa lipas td..
astaga, apa aku dh buat ni..
menyesali perbuatanku, aku mneruskan perjalanan di pagi itu..
azan subuh lmbat lg..
kudongak dan ternampak sang bulan..
hari itu bulat penuh, sekarang kian kurus melengkung..
ramadhan bakal pergi..
apa yg tlah aku kecapi?
ruginya aku di bulan mulia..
ibadah x tara mana..
sedekah 2-3..
kurangya amalan ku..
al-Quran aptah lg..
sikit...
ruginya...
..
yg lepas sudah lepas..
...
lawa btul bulan..
tp aku tertinggal kamera ku di rumah..
balik nnt ajalah ku kubekukan pemandangan ni dgn kameraku..
trus lg berjalan..
sejukkk..brrr...
harap-harap masih ada daging itu..
murah sikit kalo amik daging dari ayam..
aku on bajet skrg..
ya lah,
perlu ada duit nk naek bas nnt..
kalo-kalo emrgency..
rm2.50 sahur ku..-nasi dan ayam-
daging dh abis..
sedikit kecewa..
aku duduk di kerusi buruk..
mnanti teman laen..
usai di kedai aku pulang..
otakku ligat berfikir psl itu ini..
rindu pada rumah membuak-buak..
mahu saja aku pulang dan tinggalkan kehidupan yg sekarang ini..
aku mahu ketawa bersama keluarga..
aku mahu baring di bilik lama..
aku mahu bergurau dgn ibu..
aku mahu bercerita dgn kakakku..
aku mahu bantu buat kuih..
aku mahu berbuka dgn mereka..
aku mahu menyakat adikku..
aku mahu rehat sebentar..
aku mahu..
pulang.....


lamunanku mati..
aku tringat bulan td..
kudongak skali lg..
mencari-cari..
awan menebal..
bulan td hilang..

eh..
jiranku..
pintu rumahnya terbuka..
pertama kali ku lihat di waktu ini..
dinding rumah udah dicat baru..
langsir juga ditukar..
lampu kalimantang biasa sudah jarang dipasang..
sekarang lampu oren terang benderang..

basah tgn kukesatkan di kain..
balutan nasi kubuka..
tiada lafaz ku trus menyuap..
lupa aku pada pencipta rezeki..
aku habiskan semua..
subuh lambat lg..
sesudah menhilangkan dahaga..
aku narik selimut unggu membalut diri..
aku menyandar di dinding dan pejam...
sesekali tercelik bila terdengar ragam teman..
tringat kembali rumah..
ada temanku akan pulang seawal esok..
cemburu aku..

subuh..
aku bangun lega..
ada org di bilik air jd aku bergerak ke sinki..
teman yg laen juga sedang solat..
usai solat ku kembali ke tempat tidur..
kini aku berbaring..
membtulkan posisi lalu lelap..
dgn mudah aku mnutup pintu rezeki...
hanya karna ingin dibuai mimpi..

sekarang sudah jauh pagi..
prut ku kurg selesa..bgitu juga kepala..
..aku mahu lelap..

vitagen..

alamak,
ramainya!
kami berempat sedikit terkejut walau sudah menyangka..
mlimpah keluar manusia di bus stop itu..
almaklumlah mlm weekend..lebih-lebih lg weekend trakhir sbelum raya..
semuanya kluar shopping xpun berbuka di luar..sperti kami sendiri..
yaa, itu gambar aku ketika ondaway ke bus stop..

maka redahlah jackie,apam dan carrey..
akhisr skali aku..
tersekat kami di tgh bus..
kiri kanan dpn blkg pompuan..astaga..
blkg agak kosong tp mereka enggan lg brganjak..
ramai lg yg blum naik..
apa lagi,
aku shout lah!!
boleh lagi blkg tu!!!!!
membe-membe aku agak terkejut begitu juga manusia sekeliling ku..
tp ia berkesan..
"eh, ada konduktor bus di sini.." gurau rakanku..
"rilek dah a" reply ku diikiuti tawa bisu..

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kami berbuka di sebuah restoran makanan segera..
merasa juga ayamnya walau sesen pun aku x kluarkan di restoran itu..
aku bli nasi ayam di food court dan vitagen sepaket..
-abis semua vitagen itu aku hirup dan kongsi..-
-air epal mmg sedap..-
tp Ib kasi aku ayam yg x abis dimakannya..
aku hampir lupa rasa ayam di restoran itu karna lama memboikot..
aku boikot restoran ini..
jadi aku x menyumbang sesen di situ..
aku ingin ajak rakanku makan di tempat laen..udah cuba walau bukan sedaya upaya..
diorang enggan..
jika aku aku tidak ikut,
terbazirlah memori yg bakal aku kongsi..
jadi sebab itu aku bli makanan luar..
knapa boikot?
aku diberitahu bahawa restoran ini ada mnyumbang kepada pembunuhan di sana..
nun jauh tanah arab..
bukan org laen, saudara seagamaku juga..
x sanggup aku menabur wang demi itu..
x sanggup..
dulu agak ketara ia diboikot..
tp azam dan semangat ilang ditelan masa..
"Melayu muda lupa"
ingat kata-kata ini?
atau ini pun korg lupa...

berbuka...

ondaway aku nk g klas td tetiba je henfon aku berdering..
keluarlah bunyik-bunyik seorang kamen rider nk henshin!-hasil ifluence fifi-
maka aku pun jawabla panggilan dari sorg gadis yg x tinggi itu..kakak aku..
nun jauh di slangor dia berkata-kata..hebat kan teknologi..
"balik la hari ni..kak ana balik,nnt adik pun balik" katanya..
kakak sdg dlm mnyiapkan degreenya di uia adikkku pula di sebuah sbp tempatan..
kiranya kalo aku pun bertolak balik hari ini bolehlah kami sekeluarga berbuka bersama buat pertama kalinya tahun ni....
tp,aku masih ada kelas ptg ini..smpi kul 5..kalo naik bas nnt kul brapa plak smpi..
ada asagmnt lg..
ada klas ganti lg hari ahad nnt..
kjap lg pas jumaat ada juga..kuiz math yg aku da kompius...
....

hampir..

udah pukul 6.53ptg wktu malaysia..
dh nk masuk wktu berbuka..
kejap lg aku akan berangkat ke masjid kampus..
ada iftar dgrnya..
seronok juga ada program nih..
dh lm xde program kat kampus since kes H1N1 aritu..

lepas terawih plak ada derma darah..
entah buleh ke tidok aku ni,
aritu dah derma..
kita leh derma darah from time to time at least berapa lama dr dermaan sebelumnya?
nnti aku tny nurse kat situ..
aku dh pun berbaju melayu itam and berkopiah..
ready nk gerak je..
dari tingkap kat bilik ni buleh nmpk masjid..
jap ye..
aku g usha jap....
.
.
.
.
.
.
ambulans dh ada..
hmm..
sejak dari dermaan yg lpas..
aku tlah disahkan mengandungi darah jennis O..
positip or negatip aku x sure..
so..
kalo korg x cukup leh mintak sket kat aku..
Universal DOnOr la katakan..
and aku nk ucap tq lah ye din
dan juga sume pengikut setia blog den nih..
ntah mende la aku mrepek kat sini,
tp korg still komen and baca..
tq for all your advices..
selamat berbuka dari aku kpd korg sume..
Shj aku berbuka.....

hilang..

sesudah aku log in friendster..
aku trus mengusha new msg and comments..
mostly msg mngarut and forward msg..
kembali ke 'home',
ttiba aku prasan featured friends aku 5 je..
aik, dh ilang satu?
sapa plak yg ilang nih..terlupa lak aku coz dh lm x log in menatang nih..
then, aku tringat bun yg tlah mendeletekan friendster n myspace beliau..
.....-jap bc msg jap-.....

slamat le bun x delete blog dia,
at least ada la blog budak skolah aku,
kalo x bun, rasyid..tp rasyid cam jrg update...
back to the purpose aku log in friendster aku adalah..
aku tringat blog cousin aku..
boleh aku add,
mn tau dia kutuk aku ke haahaha...

dugaang..

obstacles in life..
dugaan kan di bulan puasa nih..
itu x boleh, ini x boleh..
jg itu jg ini..
tp kalo bulan laen boleh plak?
atas diri individu sendiri sbonarnya..

nape " dugaan'g' ",
saja je,
kasi ganu sket..
al-maklumla,
duduk serumah..
tiap-tiap ari dgr..

sbenarnya aku lapar nih,
so aku putuskan nk blogging jap kasi lupa lapar..
kjap lagi ada kelas..
tarikh untuk aku bertolak pulang belum aku tetapkan..
x pasti lg..
ibu kata akan pulang rumah tok raya kali ini..(er.. mcm dh crita ja)
x sabar nk balik..
jumpa sedara mara..
pkcik, makcik, cousin, tok, ank mnakan, dll..
bila lg nk balik ye dawk!
time raya la best!
suma ada..mknn bes-bes..rendang ketupat lemang nasi impit jemtart kurma
time-time cam nih yg lelaki masih lg mencari and membeli baju raya(baju melayu) yg dah siap
kekadang mlm raya baru bli..ktorang jnis x kesah punya..
tp kalo yg pompuan,
baju raya dah siap tempah awal tahun lg..3-4 pasang at least.. kasut kene matching,tudung kene matching, kerongsang pun matching jugak..baju ni pagi raya,mlm raya baju laen..hehehe..

beruntung kita org laki,
save duit..laki yg x beranak bini le,
kalo yg dh mendirikan house stair(rumah tannga),
"nasib la yob," kuikui..

aku?
baju raya tahun lepas sudaa..
watpe membazir..
ahh..lupa plak..

bg yg x kerja lg alhamdulillah..duit raya la jawabnya..
wlupun duit raya just duit raya(mende aku mrepek nih?)
duit jugak..
point dia, dulu cam truja sgt bila dpt duit raya..
cepat-cepat bukak nk tngok dpt brapa,
komplen plak tu kalo sikit.."ala, duit biru je? duit hijau?merah? xde ke?"
muka tembok tul..
tp bila dh bosau sket,
cover-cover plak,
bila org x nmpk baru check..still komplen dlm ati..
tp skarang, bila dpt wat-wat tanya plak.."eh, dpt gak ke?"
aku lg le,
dh berjanggut misai lg..
karang bebudak ni kejar aku plak..

harapan aku dpt duit raya bnyk tahun!-cam bebudak plak-
bukan apa,
just kalo dapat lbih sket,
boleh wat bayar sewa and bil,
boleh la beli t-shirt sepuluh ringgit yg aku tngok aritu...
xpun wat repair basikal aku..

apepun..
x sabar nye nk raya..

sambal...

aku dan sambal..
berair mata aku dibuatnya..
baru usai 2 keping roti canai..
yg laen dh pulang..
tinggal aku, yuu dan acad..
dan isi kdai mkn ini..
air limau suam juga sudah aku hirup habis..
poh bertandang di rumah kami td dr abis program di kampus hingga isyak..
gadis di hadapnku sudah beredar ke kaunter..

people are like sambal u know..
it made u cry n burns your tounges and lips..
but you ignore it just because one thing,
coz it taste good..

like people around me,
some tend to hurts my feelings..
not directcly..i think..
but the way they judge and tell how different or strange i am..
how they blame for my doings..

but i try my best..though not my very best..i have feelings too ma!
to ignore..
let them say what they want...
-bak kata org, kita x hidup atas pujian org, dan kita x mati dek kejian org,-
for it doesnt lessens my money..
my food..
my clothes..
my intell..
only and only
cut my heart..

but still i gnore..
coz i tend to forget..
their untoughtful acts..
for some of them i called friends..
and they are the one i'm going to face each day..
to ask help..
to laugh with..
to joke with..
to share problems..
to pray for me when i cant no longer do it for myself..

so let it be..
should i?

kinda homesick..
years have passed..
baru trasa homesick..

lompat!!

lompat!
lompat!
bak kata Dora de explora!

housemate aku slalunya akan menempikkan nm aku..
skiranya:
-nk suruh ankat bebarang aku yg messy,
-kejut sahur,
-berbuka,
-nk pinjam headphone,
---n yg paling kerap adalh karna encik kokoc(bak kata sara)

berpakaian serba gelap dan berantena,
berkaki enam malah bersayap..
berotak di perut, malah dinobatkan sebagai antara yg paling thn lasak berbanding dgn spesisnya..
lipas!

diorang akan jerit,"ko dtg sini kejap, kawang ko dh dtg"..(kawang=kawan, biasalah,loghat ganu kite)
nape aku?-bak kata ajie-
coz slalunya kalo aku nmpk aku kan pantas mencari paper untuk digulung as weapon bagi
tetamu x diundang ni..
so,konklusinya ialah diorang malas nk angkat punggung 100tan diorg tu untuk just halau/kill
menatang tu..
kecuali acad agknya,karakter paling rilek bila berdepan insect yg bernama lipas nih..
yg trauma ajie,
yg geli apam,-katanya la..-
yg tension yuu,
yg gelak sambil lari jackie,
yg cuak gila! jatuh pada iwang!!
yg tersengih carrey,
aku?
aku yg terlompat-lompat mengelak arial attack!

semalam kitorang kene attack dua kali..
abis bising satu umah bujang! ngan gelak tawa and jeritan ..
mmg lawak gila !
first aku ajie iwang and jackie..
pastu carrey and apam lak..
cuma acad yg tgh men game summon knight 2 je rilek meneruskan journey mencari daemon edge,pedang sakti..
sakit perut aku glak smalam..
tp sakit lg ms tngok Spontan..rancangan tv kat astro tu..lawak gila..

kapur..

kapur barus..
nape guna kapur ini untuk bersihkan jenazah..
ustaz kata, dia pernah memandikan jenazah dan ia mengeluarkan sejenis bau yg x best..
dan dgn kapur barus ni le dpt mengnaturalkan balik bau yg x best tu..
aku tringat..
ramadhan bebrapa tahun lpas..
tokwan kembali ke rahmatullah kurg 2 jam setelah aku tiba di rumah tokwan..
suasana suram lg x meriah sperti slalu..
mlm itu, aku bantu bapa,pakcik dan sedara aku yg len membersihkan jenazah tokwan..
. . . . . .

kini ramdhan lg..
aku tekenang-kenang pristiwa ramadhan lpas..
dgrnya cuti kan bermula 19..ke 18..
whichever one x kesah la..
tp kalo balik umah tok,
hmmm...kalo balik 19 cam kalut je..
20 raya eyh?

"merdeka n puasa aku tahun ni mmg la kosong.."-kata carrey pg td ms g bli sahur..
kosong?-perkataan tu berlegar-legar dlm pala otak aku seketika..

udah brapa lm aku x balik umah..hmm?
tringat-ingat pulak kat ibu..-x pernah-pernah aku homesick..-

zara itu bukan kekasih aku la dd!..
tapi aku rindu dia haha..
hanya mereka yg tau je tau siapa zara..hahahahahah(evil laugh)

creature..

i miss u zara..
i had a weird dream..
two weird dreams..well, dreams are suppose to be weird right!
i cant remember which one's first-before sahur or the nap after sahur-
but i wasnt human in one of it..
i was somtin else..
a creature flying here there..
i remember falling from a tree..
very very very high and gave me the feeling..
-u know, when u're about to fall..-
travel to unexplainable dimensions..
and the other dream reminds me of zara..
miss u miss u!..

really...

everyone's talking posting about MERDEKA..
merdeka here merdeka there..
for my housmates and me..31st august this year was nottin extraordinary than any other day..
no countdowns..no flags..no spirit..
it was holiday alrite..
but..there were no programmes to particicpate..
no posters..no patriotic movies-since we dont have any tv-
...
great..
i think i'm gonna post another day..
really-really not in the mood...

story..

my story..
story of me..me..
my studies..
my friends..
my childhood..
my memories..my love story?
oh camm'on, u must have one at least..

yeah i do..
i had this crush on this gal..
i had crush on her even i never did talked to her...
i fell for her silentness...(cant really write with all the liverpool's fans screaming in despair for gerard had dissapoint them)
her silentness in class..
on how difference she was than the others..
how she covers her aurah..
how she would gigle for my jokes..
i fell in love..
i never really mentioned about it to my surroundings..
secret from my friends and family too..for some time..

i never really wanted to tell anyone..but i did..
bukan apa,
cuma malas nk layan karenah dan ragam..
malas aku nk dgr komen-komen x bearasas..
mengata itu ini..
mnyuruh-nyuruh aku..
selagi boleh..
mahu aku biarkan saja..
cinta selepas kahwin itu kan lebih baik..
disyorkan Islam pasti baik..
tp, hati ini takut akan kehilangan..
lalu aku luahkan..
alhamdulillah, diterima aku dlm hidupnya lebih dari kawan..
banyak pahit getir tp ku cuba tempuh..
slagi boleh aku cuba..
aku cuba pelihara..
ternyata sukar dari hanya berkata..
aku x harap apa-apa..
bukan wang..
bukan harta..
bukan rupa..skadar sjuk mata memandang..
tp karna tingkah laku..
gerak geri..
i fell for her softness..
akhlak..


aku x ingin memaksa..
biar dia slesa..
tiada tkanan..
gembira x terhingga bila aku berjaya..
beri hadiah yg mahal dgn duit gajiku..ibu pun x pernah aku bli hadiah smahal itu..
tp dia menghadiahkan aku senaskah buku..Yasin..

astaga..
aku lg gembira..
jika beristerikan si dia..
terpelihara dirinya dan aku..
anak-anak..
harapan mula berputik..


walau hilang sketika..
setia aku mnunggu..
karna tiada yg laen yg ku mahu..
hanya kamu..
pernah aku berkata pada ibu..
"..jika aku x lagi berasama si dia, ibu carilah calon menantumu..aku redha"-somtin like that-


td..
aku terdengar..
harta pangkat dan wanita itu melmahkan kita..
hanya iman dalam diri yg mampu melawan nafsu..
pulanglah pd Tuhanmu..
karna itulah yg sbaik-baik jalan...

maka aku rela kau pergi jika karna Allah..
tp jika itu bukan sebabnya..
kenapa?

knapa?

porqe?

why?

nani?


...



Berilah aku pentunjuk..

berilah hambaMU ini petunjuk ya Allah..
hanya kepada Engkau aku memohon..bantulah aku menghadapi dugaanMu ini..
apakah rancanganMU bg ku di bulan mulia ini..

seperti..

aku masih lg di sini..
di 'safa'-sbuah kedai makan yg menawarkan wifi free untuk customer-
iwang di situ dgn air strawberi pujaannya..
apam pula online je, xorder pa pe..
acap dgn naim online next to next..
aku di sini..mngadap iwang apam dan sluruh customer kdai ni dan juga laptop aku..
aku order limau suma and roti kosong satu..
carrey ada kat umah,study i think..esok ada test..
yuu, k.o.
dh terlantar kat ruang tamu..
tuan aji,lagi best! dia dh balik ipoh bg mengisi cuti sempena tarikh keramat 31 ogos..

aku dh baca blog bun,
dia x bli tiket lg..
walaupun cuti dia dh dkat..12 aribulan!
awainya!
aku pun seperti bun..
entah bila cuti raya pun aku x check lg..
tp, kampus dan rumah x jauh..xde la sjauh KL ke KEdah..
terawih td seperti mimpi aja..
bila solat macam lama, bila dh abis x trasa pula..
bun cuti 12 aribulan,
kakak aku bila pula?
seperti bun, dia juga seorang penuntut UIAM..tp kampus lain..
bila pula rakan-rakan lamaku mula bercuti..
adakah kami akan mengunjung rumah bekas-bekas cikgu kami seperti dulu...
tersebar merata demi ilmu..ku doakan kita berjaya..
oh ya,
din/kishi,
ko cuti bila?
bebudak di sini dh mula main mercun..
aku masih ingat lg masa aku masih lg penghuni kolej..-skrg tidak lg,aku menyewa di luar-
d tingkat 6,bilik yg ke-14..
kedengaran bunyi mercun sini sana..
seperti perang aja..
bagaimana jika benar-benar berlaku..
seperti nun jauh di sana..iraq..palestin..dan sewaktu dgnnya..
letupannya bukanlah mainan mercun..
tp senjata yg meragut nyawa x kira usia, jantina, atau siapa saja..
ya Allah aku bersyukur karna di sini aman..
roti canaiku dh sejuk sedikit..
aku hampir aja x pergi terawih td,
tp apam mengajak dgn tetiba..
x sanggup aku mnolaknya..
karna aku dah terbaca sbuah post di blog ikutanku..
syara nama bloggernya..
crita ttg perjalanan sorg lelaki ke masjid di waktu subuh..
bgimana terampun dosa-dosanya,dosa-dosa keluarganya walaupun blum dilaksanakn solat subuh di pagi itu..
bgimana Iblis muncul menolong lelaki td...
http://syararuto88human.blogspot.com/2009/08/kali-ke-3.html
ini linknya..

wooooo.....

rockalecken my style?

carpenter..

i was sitting at the very front so that its easier to get out..

a familiar song came to my ears and quickly remind me of mr cheang..
a lecturer of mine..
a small guy with a pair of spectacles..
he likes to sing and kinda good at it..
he even sang for our listening exercises..
he made it looked like in a movie..
where the teachers sing and the students join..
where he offer oranges for correct answers..
where the class is not always about studies studies and studies..

he sang 'all kinds of everything' by dana on the last day of class..

and i still have not give him the class's photo..omg..
...

the song i heard on the bus was 'yesterday once more' by the carpenters..
kinda like it..

ruined..

wrong
wrong
wrong
!!!!
no matter how you say it!
its still wrong!

God!

forgive me
forgive for all my sins in this holy month

it just ruin the NUR of Ramadhan!!

it just started!
and look what i've done...

i was so mad at myself..


what has happen happened..so what..
move on!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i just finished a test..alhamdulillah..


so this year..
my first time..
sahur (or org utara kata 'SOQ'!) on the first day of this fasting month
ngan kengkawan..
usually ngan family tercintalah..
tp kali..
with the test and tests and assingments..
malas btul rs nk balik..waste time and money je..

bazaar ramadhan tumbuh bagai cendawan,
panjangnya berjela-jela,
jauh berjalan bukan kerana makanan,
cuma nk cuci mata.

makanan di sini juga di sana
kuih-muih beraneka rupa,
lauk-pauk bnyk x terkira,
rambang mata kita jadinya.

kedai lawa yg menjual pun lawa,
tapi itu hanya strategi depa,
ayam kecik aku kecewa,
nasi sikit lagi la x rela.

bulan Ramadhan bulan mulia,
tambah ibadah bertambahla pahala.

Perut yg lapar ditahan,
tekak yg dahaga diendahkan,
Sabarlah wahai org beriman,
Demi ganjaran bulan Ramadhan.

sekian dari aku..
next time lak...

allahumma lakasumtu
wabika a mantu
waa'la rizqika
af t'ortu
biroh matika ya
arrohmanirrohim

Bismillahillazi la yad'hurru maa's mihi
syai un fill arddi wahuwassamiu'l alim-

-kalo salah btulkan-
-saya budak masih belaja-

rararrrr...

1. Sudah berapa lamakah anda ber-blogging? Adakah anda menyukainya? Kenapa?
-mulai hujung 2 sem lepas..agak lm..yes, like blogging..why? well, coz i can read over and over again, the memories of my life..since i tend to forget things easily, its just right! and also enjoy reading others blog...

2. Apakah perkara pertama anda buat selepas men-sign-in akaun blogger anda?
-all blog updates le...

3. Senaraikan blog yang anda kerap kunjungi.
-yg banyak update lor..
-and also :
a) bun
b) kishi
c) syara
d) yan
e) rara
f) maira
g) muhammad
..and everyone else

4. Adakah anda sudah berpuas hati dengan blog anda?
well, not really..but kinda ok..like it simple ...

5. Award ini adalah award anda yang ke- __?
ke-napa tanya?
hehe..entoh le, second?


*its yours, take it...

printed..

akhirnya aku dh print poster yg spatutnya aku print weekend aritu..

not totally on purpose

colour printing untuk A3 size prob plak kat kampus time-time cam nih,-hitam je ade-
kedai itu xde..kdai ini xde..kdai kuih xde! haiya!
so aku kene design balik untk A4 size 2 page
dh print td tinggal nk cop and tampal..

arini rasa lain lak..
tertinggal topeng kat rumah..
gara-gara takut terlepas bas..
akhirnya bas tu yg terlepas kitorg..-x tipu, dia x perasan kitorg duk lambai kat tepi tu, dia kat speeding lane-
aku pun sponsore la membe aku untuk nek rapid
sampai kat kelas je xde org!
msg-msg punya msg
dh tuka tmpat!!!
argh!

so nek bas skali lg balik kampus..
smenjak duduk kat luar kampus..
hidup aku ni dikelilingi ngan bas..
sbelum ni
nk sentuh bas pun jarang..
ada la 3-4 kali nek bas ekpres..tu je..

bila masuk ipt
jatuh longkang la kejar bas
kejar sampai traffic light la
keja salah bas la
terantuk dalam bas la
makan malam dlm bas
tido dalam bas
lari tgh-tgh 4-junction traffic light kejar bas..
kene lecture ngan drebar la..haha..

knangan bersama bas!

tapis...

housemate aku dan aku dh mula pakai topeng!

tapis wey tapis
macam air gak la
nk minum kita tapis
macam udara
nk hirup kita tapis gak..

ada lak org dtg jual topeng tu kat kampus
mesti la laku
pandainye

dh azan zohor nih

khairi ckp
"semalam apam kata malu nk pki"
khairi reply" ko nk malu ke k mati?"

aku dgr pun cuak...

tp aku dpt topeng free ni pun secara x sngaja
aku masih mamai pg td
pastu aku dgr khairi kata
"yuu! nasi lemak se."
aku pun mitak le"yu, nasi lemak untuk aku satu."
pastu yuu dtg campak topeng tu kat aku..aku amik je lah..
rupa-rupanya khairi mintak 'mask' satu
bukannya nasi lemak...!!!

static..

baru je abis test statik kejap td..

statik also known as one of many killer subjects who await us,
getting ready to kill sesape je yg x conquer mende ni bebaik..

apepun,
alhmadulillah test td aku boleh jawab YG AKU STUDY!
yg x study tu, blurr je..padahal mende sng ja!!!!!!
warghh!

statik ni lah yg bnyk membuatkan siswa siswi terkandas kejap dan kene repeat !!!

namun bgitu,
still rmi yg skor-beudak genius and rajin-
tahniah Yoe!ko dekan lg sem ni,
yg len xtau,ib dekan ke?sape lg?

wat pertama kalinya aku kene attack ngan charlie,dgr kata musim dia dah sampai..scaryyy

tp scarryyy lagi H1N1,

bebudak poli ramai yg pakai topeng tu,
bebudak uitm xde plak?heran heran..

tiap-tiap ari aku dgr bunyi ambulans lalu kat umah aku,
mesti x kurg dari skali
aritu sampai 4-5 kali..
cuak aku dibuatnya

dh 4 minggu aku slalu sakit kapla
aku g UK lg
dia kasi ubat kuat sikit
pasal rahang aku yg dh jammed ni
doctor kata gi la jumpa dentist yg aku jumpa aritu
jgn gelak x tentu pasal nnt senget dh terlekat plak
kalo nk glak kna gak sopan-sopan-kata doktor sambil gelak sopan "hee heee heee"
lagi la aku nk tergelak dibuatnya
abis nurse-nurse kat situ glak..
ceh, x bg aku glak tp buat lawak!
kurg asam tul
tp
baru la seronok
lupa abis sakit
xde la mandom je UK tuu..

jomlah
aku nk g KLboy
karang lmbt masuk maghrib plak
"somebody call 911!"-shawn kingston-!

toodles..
happy but scared...
going to pop in some strepsils...

rolling..

mom's birthday was yesterday..13august..and so does her anniversary..
getting married on her birthday, one of her happiest day i bet..
but i forgot..
sis called and told me
but still i forgot..

then i remembered
i was about to buy some nasi lemak for breakfast though-its nearly noon..
mom didn't answer..
i was like..
:C
reached the voicemail..!
-end call-

a few seconds later
she called back..-she did not answer because if she did, abis le kredit aku..
mom-asssalmua'laikum
me-waa'laikumussalam
mom-(errr, i totally forgot)
me-saja ja, nk ucap happy birthday..terlupa nk call smalam
mom-ohhh,(gigles)

and then she asked me about my health..have i ate..and money..
'money'
segan btul aku nk mintak duit kat parents aku..
'its my right',
yeah i know that..
but i was raised in such way that ...that what ahh?
i dont really know how to say it..savy?
i'm not born in a rich family..
both my parents are working..
dad even do part times here and there
we barely travel out of state or go for picknics
but my aunts and uncles houses weren't very far from ours..
so we always have gatherings
so merry
i'm very close with my cousins
i dont have cool toys or brandeds clothes or super nice shoes
internet or even computers or even vcd players
who need those if we have
caring parents
good for arguing sisters-haha-argue a lot,but they back me up somtimes..
and my lil bro,
he's good listener-from what i heard lah-less rebellious than me-and very active in school
hillarious cousins
great friends
..

but now,
i have nearly everything i want,
though some of it i got myself-my savings-work and school and duit raya-
but most of it of course, from my parents..
phone,clothes,food,house,care..and love and ..
I'm most proud to be their child is because i am MUSLIM!

opened..

we're late for class..
for me and acad and jackie and carrey..

three bus went by and we could only stare it..

they're full..

so we walked..

and talked..

acad n carrey

me and jackie..

i was wondering..
and i wonder wonder wonder!

da da da-lemon song..

what should it be for this month photography competition?

some kinda-not-so-good ideas pop in and out..

so?

any ideas on the theme?
yeah, u guys lorrr..yg duk baca post ni!

first prize rm200!
kalo korang ada gamba lelawa, korang cadang la theme gamba korang tu,
pastu submit gamba tu, x ke increase chances korang untuk bolot RM200!!! tu?
ye dawk?

H1N1? anything other than that?

lost..

nearly 3 weeks..
non stop medications..
hundreds of pills..
but is still hurts..

tp

ada bagusnya kan?
kan?

aku jaga makanku..
aku jaga tidurku..
aku blajar sdikit medics..
aku terfikir itu ini..sgala yg ada dan tidak..
'nikmat' itu satu pemberian yg hebat!
'syukur' hanyalah rasa dan sdikit pembalasan..knapa masih tidak..
karna yg ada kita lupa
bila tiada baru dikenang
dianuegrah jasa
dicerita-cerita kbaikkannya
..

i've stop taking pills..coz i've lost 'em..lol(not on purpose!)
relax! reeellaaaxxx....like she said..
"..just breathe..."-anna nalick-

-adi kata-"ye la, blog ko titlenya satu word aja.. -
-n- "yeah, i keep it that way."
"why?"
"coz its how i like it."

left..

argh!!!!!


subuh baru menjengah


aku masih lg terbaring


mengerang


berkerut dahi


di situ


yg lain masih lg nyenyak


dbuai mimpi


tp bukan aku


it was silent


but crazy


my breathing went fast


-11:44pm 25july-aku paused writting, diorang ajak men left4dead-



continuing..



my head went haywire



the pain keeps coming n coming



.....



i couldnt take it anymore..

so i call dad

dad came

n took me to a clinic

and found out i had gastric... my friends laugh when they knew i had gastric,

well

why not

i'm the one with the monster appetite

n the gastric was not because i didnt ate

but i ate late-i had bihun 4 breakfast,nasi n daging at about 2-3pm n and i got gastric at 10pm..

so..

the dr. gave me two days out..and i found out the campus were off coz of the spread of the virus

influenza A

H1N1

-to b continued...-

three..

name 3 things u do when u’re really stressed
musics..
eat..
read..

3 things you are wearing right now
my large loose grey n black long sleeved shirt
n black cotton pants

The Whos
who’s in the house with u?
mom
dad
n my 2 sis


who (or what) r u thinking about right now?
the reason i came home..
what the h#$&,
no new posts

who did u last talk to on the phone?
dad-he called to pick me up at the bus station

who do u sit next to in your class?
i have not attend any class this semester..

who was the last person u told u loved?
she..

The Wheres

where do u live?
somewhere north...
my second home is at penang..renting..

where is ur phone?
away
on my jeans..

where do u sleep?
anywhere would be fine..

where is the last place u took a ride to?
the bus station?

where are u now?
home sweet home...

The Whats

what was the last thing u ate?
chicken rice!!!
favourite!!!

what colour shirt r u wearing?
grey with black sleeves..

what is the closest item near u that is blue?
the unpowered clock

what do u like best about school?
stuffs to learn
friends to find
youth!
evrything..
except homeworks...

what is ur favourite colour?
black white purple green red

what do u wear more: jeans or shorts?
jeans lor..

The Whens

when did u start school?
darjah satu?

when is ur birthday?
say NO to valentime!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when did u last go to the mall?
this morning..
stuffs for the 'eskep'

when was the last time u bought a pair of pants?
last year i guess

when did u last burn something?
a few days before..didnt mean to burn your scheduled iwang!

Next victim would be:
bun
kishi
kapiz
azyan
acap
adiey
dd
kpd sume yg dh baca n nk wat mende nih!!!!

kishi..

kishi,

u said

haha
sabar2
ak paham cmne perasaan g rumah kosong :P
ms ak br masuk tu cam kosong je taw
ak tdo pown atas lantai sejuk =(
obaa-chan ak pernah ckap
"nak senang bukannya senang, nak susah bukannya susah"™
=)

July 9, 2009 8:13 AM

then i said,

yeah!
your oba-chan is right

thats how life works right..
nottin is perfect
it will only be 'just right'
though we did not have any tv
-we might be addict to it or 'leka'
though wen did not have any washing machine
-we bought one and learn the meaning of 'jimat'
though there's only one bathroom
-we learn to share and tolerate
though we didnt bought any 'toto'
-my father brought many and its free
though the cockroaches keep comin back
-we are ready for 'em
so,

its 'just right'...

July 9, 2009 11:42 PM..

says..

when you say somtin
n your mind is thinking somtin else
while your heart is contradictin
its just undecidable
n left undone

in the end
it doesnt even matters....
linkin park-kinda into it...

as long as it doesnt hurt
it doesnt kill
thats fine..

cant wait
transformers..revenge is near..
harry potter..power isnt everything..
ice age..oi squirrel!
sherlock holmes..tomorow is never a promise..

rent..

i'm here
i was dreaming of the luxury life
the black shining stove
the coloured tv
the spinning washing machine
the beautiful kitchen
the broken pipe
the WHAT!!!

it turned out
the house we're going to rent which we had paid the installment
have some major fixing to be done
if not
we'll be dry n die
maybe not die
but
no water!
that is sewious!
n a little problem with the bathroom just made it betterrrrr! :(

so they-my friends went to find a new house
its like impossible
but we need it
we'll be registering the next day
and thank God
they managed to find one
only hours before i arrived
an apartment
ground floor
very near
to the
bus stop
restaurant
cyber cafe
7-E
and campus
rm400 permonth not including the water and electric bills
three bedrooms
one bathroom!
just one!
yeah!
and fully not furnished!!!!!!!

so
it may take from 25minutes n beyond
if
everyone wanna take a bath
since most of us travel by bus n n first class train
we did not brought any mattress or toto n pillows
so off to jusco
went emptyhanded
came home emptyhanded
..



gotta go
to be continue...

on..

this pic aku tujukan pd bun!


kita plan
but God decides!

aku dh plan for weeks nk balik second july
but then
aku stayed
n planned again
i'll be off back to campus
tomorrow
why?

today
the 30 feet long
6 tires and red in color lorry
came
to be fill
with lots of lots of lots lots lots
things
...





dad, tgh cantumkan balik kekotak,




jmur kekotak kasi kring pas dh taruh pva glue



cuaca aritu



ini baru skit



the products on that day
but more and more were made
since we keep
finding stuff
to be sent




and more boxes
and thats not the half of it



rocks??globe?



dad cleverly uses colored stickers and label them
such as 'kaca', ' dapur' , 'lampu hiasan' 'kot cendol' langsir' n so on
i helped too like 'seghedak2', ' books lelame'



there is dad again folding the boxes..



still, ada banyak lagiii!!!



my cousins came back
note that they're the ones moving
but they moved already
since we're the closest relatives
so we helped them
thank you for coming
u were a great help
miss u guys
thats me n my cousin-but not the moving one
we're like brothers
believe it or not
he's just one day older than



the swing
this one take a lot of space



the living hall



still in da living hall
see the ceiling
it used to be a chandelier there on the right
we took it down
my aunt want it
so does the ceiling fan in the dining room



oh rattan chairs and sliding door..



more n more..



the used-to-be-the-dining hall-with-fan
well who cares
there is still the air conditioner
there more than 110 box there



the dining room's ceiling
no fan



i think there more than 130 boxes here
i lost count at the 129th box



the master bedroom
one king bed




the boys room
to get here u must first pass the kitchen
very strategic eyh!
2 single-can turned to one double decker




the ladies room
i mean the girls bedroom
with attached two-way bathroom
can go to the kitchen through the bathroom
again!
well planned!
2 queen bed
with lots of closets till the ceiling
not joking



at last
it came
it looks like its going to rain



thats me with the straw hat



1/3 of the lorry had already been filled!



2/3
yet
there is still sofas
cupboards
3 space eating swings
see for yourself..



we were confused,..



just a pic of da lorry...



we brought everythng out so they can estimate which go in first
n which goes last



here we are
the middle of the road
bare footed
like the road was our dad's road..



dad had prepaired a little makan2 for the neighbours
n frens that came to help



we managed to get not everything in
we left some swings
and other things
it couldnt fit anymore
i bet if it was ten foot long more
still wont be enough
oh
i was standing on the wall while capturing this pic
note that its only sejengkal lebar-tangan aku la...
scary maa..



pakcik lori baju biru



pakcik lori baju oren



bila suma dh siap
kitorg pun makan la kat buaian
yg dh sedekad lebih umurnya
ni tgh posing
mkcik aku nk 'click'



senyum...



thats us
mom,me, my two cousins and my aunt

glad its over
it took us weeks to pack evrything
we were still packing when the lorry arrived
if i'm not wrong
boxes made= not less 130 boxes
boxes used = about 200 boxes
..

so
aku nk g packing barg
nk balik kampus
pagi nnt
satu mende pun x pack lg
baju x cari lg
its already 3.17am 4 july 2009
later days
inshallah...