Monday, August 31, 2009

really...

everyone's talking posting about MERDEKA..
merdeka here merdeka there..
for my housmates and me..31st august this year was nottin extraordinary than any other day..
no countdowns..no flags..no spirit..
it was holiday alrite..
but..there were no programmes to particicpate..
no posters..no patriotic movies-since we dont have any tv-
...
great..
i think i'm gonna post another day..
really-really not in the mood...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

story..

my story..
story of me..me..
my studies..
my friends..
my childhood..
my memories..my love story?
oh camm'on, u must have one at least..

yeah i do..
i had this crush on this gal..
i had crush on her even i never did talked to her...
i fell for her silentness...(cant really write with all the liverpool's fans screaming in despair for gerard had dissapoint them)
her silentness in class..
on how difference she was than the others..
how she covers her aurah..
how she would gigle for my jokes..
i fell in love..
i never really mentioned about it to my surroundings..
secret from my friends and family too..for some time..

i never really wanted to tell anyone..but i did..
bukan apa,
cuma malas nk layan karenah dan ragam..
malas aku nk dgr komen-komen x bearasas..
mengata itu ini..
mnyuruh-nyuruh aku..
selagi boleh..
mahu aku biarkan saja..
cinta selepas kahwin itu kan lebih baik..
disyorkan Islam pasti baik..
tp, hati ini takut akan kehilangan..
lalu aku luahkan..
alhamdulillah, diterima aku dlm hidupnya lebih dari kawan..
banyak pahit getir tp ku cuba tempuh..
slagi boleh aku cuba..
aku cuba pelihara..
ternyata sukar dari hanya berkata..
aku x harap apa-apa..
bukan wang..
bukan harta..
bukan rupa..skadar sjuk mata memandang..
tp karna tingkah laku..
gerak geri..
i fell for her softness..
akhlak..


aku x ingin memaksa..
biar dia slesa..
tiada tkanan..
gembira x terhingga bila aku berjaya..
beri hadiah yg mahal dgn duit gajiku..ibu pun x pernah aku bli hadiah smahal itu..
tp dia menghadiahkan aku senaskah buku..Yasin..

astaga..
aku lg gembira..
jika beristerikan si dia..
terpelihara dirinya dan aku..
anak-anak..
harapan mula berputik..


walau hilang sketika..
setia aku mnunggu..
karna tiada yg laen yg ku mahu..
hanya kamu..
pernah aku berkata pada ibu..
"..jika aku x lagi berasama si dia, ibu carilah calon menantumu..aku redha"-somtin like that-


td..
aku terdengar..
harta pangkat dan wanita itu melmahkan kita..
hanya iman dalam diri yg mampu melawan nafsu..
pulanglah pd Tuhanmu..
karna itulah yg sbaik-baik jalan...

maka aku rela kau pergi jika karna Allah..
tp jika itu bukan sebabnya..
kenapa?

knapa?

porqe?

why?

nani?


...



Berilah aku pentunjuk..

berilah hambaMU ini petunjuk ya Allah..
hanya kepada Engkau aku memohon..bantulah aku menghadapi dugaanMu ini..
apakah rancanganMU bg ku di bulan mulia ini..

Friday, August 28, 2009

seperti..

aku masih lg di sini..
di 'safa'-sbuah kedai makan yg menawarkan wifi free untuk customer-
iwang di situ dgn air strawberi pujaannya..
apam pula online je, xorder pa pe..
acap dgn naim online next to next..
aku di sini..mngadap iwang apam dan sluruh customer kdai ni dan juga laptop aku..
aku order limau suma and roti kosong satu..
carrey ada kat umah,study i think..esok ada test..
yuu, k.o.
dh terlantar kat ruang tamu..
tuan aji,lagi best! dia dh balik ipoh bg mengisi cuti sempena tarikh keramat 31 ogos..

aku dh baca blog bun,
dia x bli tiket lg..
walaupun cuti dia dh dkat..12 aribulan!
awainya!
aku pun seperti bun..
entah bila cuti raya pun aku x check lg..
tp, kampus dan rumah x jauh..xde la sjauh KL ke KEdah..
terawih td seperti mimpi aja..
bila solat macam lama, bila dh abis x trasa pula..
bun cuti 12 aribulan,
kakak aku bila pula?
seperti bun, dia juga seorang penuntut UIAM..tp kampus lain..
bila pula rakan-rakan lamaku mula bercuti..
adakah kami akan mengunjung rumah bekas-bekas cikgu kami seperti dulu...
tersebar merata demi ilmu..ku doakan kita berjaya..
oh ya,
din/kishi,
ko cuti bila?
bebudak di sini dh mula main mercun..
aku masih ingat lg masa aku masih lg penghuni kolej..-skrg tidak lg,aku menyewa di luar-
d tingkat 6,bilik yg ke-14..
kedengaran bunyi mercun sini sana..
seperti perang aja..
bagaimana jika benar-benar berlaku..
seperti nun jauh di sana..iraq..palestin..dan sewaktu dgnnya..
letupannya bukanlah mainan mercun..
tp senjata yg meragut nyawa x kira usia, jantina, atau siapa saja..
ya Allah aku bersyukur karna di sini aman..
roti canaiku dh sejuk sedikit..
aku hampir aja x pergi terawih td,
tp apam mengajak dgn tetiba..
x sanggup aku mnolaknya..
karna aku dah terbaca sbuah post di blog ikutanku..
syara nama bloggernya..
crita ttg perjalanan sorg lelaki ke masjid di waktu subuh..
bgimana terampun dosa-dosanya,dosa-dosa keluarganya walaupun blum dilaksanakn solat subuh di pagi itu..
bgimana Iblis muncul menolong lelaki td...
http://syararuto88human.blogspot.com/2009/08/kali-ke-3.html
ini linknya..

Monday, August 24, 2009

wooooo.....




rockalecken my style?

carpenter..

i was sitting at the very front so that its easier to get out..

a familiar song came to my ears and quickly remind me of mr cheang..
a lecturer of mine..
a small guy with a pair of spectacles..
he likes to sing and kinda good at it..
he even sang for our listening exercises..
he made it looked like in a movie..
where the teachers sing and the students join..
where he offer oranges for correct answers..
where the class is not always about studies studies and studies..

he sang 'all kinds of everything' by dana on the last day of class..

and i still have not give him the class's photo..omg..
...

the song i heard on the bus was 'yesterday once more' by the carpenters..
kinda like it..

ruined..

wrong
wrong
wrong
!!!!
no matter how you say it!
its still wrong!

God!

forgive me
forgive for all my sins in this holy month

it just ruin the NUR of Ramadhan!!

it just started!
and look what i've done...

i was so mad at myself..


what has happen happened..so what..
move on!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i just finished a test..alhamdulillah..


so this year..
my first time..
sahur (or org utara kata 'SOQ'!) on the first day of this fasting month
ngan kengkawan..
usually ngan family tercintalah..
tp kali..
with the test and tests and assingments..
malas btul rs nk balik..waste time and money je..

bazaar ramadhan tumbuh bagai cendawan,
panjangnya berjela-jela,
jauh berjalan bukan kerana makanan,
cuma nk cuci mata.

makanan di sini juga di sana
kuih-muih beraneka rupa,
lauk-pauk bnyk x terkira,
rambang mata kita jadinya.

kedai lawa yg menjual pun lawa,
tapi itu hanya strategi depa,
ayam kecik aku kecewa,
nasi sikit lagi la x rela.

bulan Ramadhan bulan mulia,
tambah ibadah bertambahla pahala.

Perut yg lapar ditahan,
tekak yg dahaga diendahkan,
Sabarlah wahai org beriman,
Demi ganjaran bulan Ramadhan.

sekian dari aku..
next time lak...

allahumma lakasumtu
wabika a mantu
waa'la rizqika
af t'ortu
biroh matika ya
arrohmanirrohim

Bismillahillazi la yad'hurru maa's mihi
syai un fill arddi wahuwassamiu'l alim-

-kalo salah btulkan-
-saya budak masih belaja-

Thursday, August 20, 2009

rararrrr...




1. Sudah berapa lamakah anda ber-blogging? Adakah anda menyukainya? Kenapa?
-mulai hujung 2 sem lepas..agak lm..yes, like blogging..why? well, coz i can read over and over again, the memories of my life..since i tend to forget things easily, its just right! and also enjoy reading others blog...

2. Apakah perkara pertama anda buat selepas men-sign-in akaun blogger anda?
-all blog updates le...

3. Senaraikan blog yang anda kerap kunjungi.
-yg banyak update lor..
-and also :
a) bun
b) kishi
c) syara
d) yan
e) rara
f) maira
g) muhammad
..and everyone else

4. Adakah anda sudah berpuas hati dengan blog anda?
well, not really..but kinda ok..like it simple ...

5. Award ini adalah award anda yang ke- __?
ke-napa tanya?
hehe..entoh le, second?


*its yours, take it...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

printed..

akhirnya aku dh print poster yg spatutnya aku print weekend aritu..

not totally on purpose

colour printing untuk A3 size prob plak kat kampus time-time cam nih,-hitam je ade-
kedai itu xde..kdai ini xde..kdai kuih xde! haiya!
so aku kene design balik untk A4 size 2 page
dh print td tinggal nk cop and tampal..

arini rasa lain lak..
tertinggal topeng kat rumah..
gara-gara takut terlepas bas..
akhirnya bas tu yg terlepas kitorg..-x tipu, dia x perasan kitorg duk lambai kat tepi tu, dia kat speeding lane-
aku pun sponsore la membe aku untuk nek rapid
sampai kat kelas je xde org!
msg-msg punya msg
dh tuka tmpat!!!
argh!

so nek bas skali lg balik kampus..
smenjak duduk kat luar kampus..
hidup aku ni dikelilingi ngan bas..
sbelum ni
nk sentuh bas pun jarang..
ada la 3-4 kali nek bas ekpres..tu je..

bila masuk ipt
jatuh longkang la kejar bas
kejar sampai traffic light la
keja salah bas la
terantuk dalam bas la
makan malam dlm bas
tido dalam bas
lari tgh-tgh 4-junction traffic light kejar bas..
kene lecture ngan drebar la..haha..

knangan bersama bas!

Monday, August 17, 2009

tapis...

housemate aku dan aku dh mula pakai topeng!

tapis wey tapis
macam air gak la
nk minum kita tapis
macam udara
nk hirup kita tapis gak..

ada lak org dtg jual topeng tu kat kampus
mesti la laku
pandainye

dh azan zohor nih

khairi ckp
"semalam apam kata malu nk pki"
khairi reply" ko nk malu ke k mati?"

aku dgr pun cuak...

tp aku dpt topeng free ni pun secara x sngaja
aku masih mamai pg td
pastu aku dgr khairi kata
"yuu! nasi lemak se."
aku pun mitak le"yu, nasi lemak untuk aku satu."
pastu yuu dtg campak topeng tu kat aku..aku amik je lah..
rupa-rupanya khairi mintak 'mask' satu
bukannya nasi lemak...!!!

static..

baru je abis test statik kejap td..

statik also known as one of many killer subjects who await us,
getting ready to kill sesape je yg x conquer mende ni bebaik..

apepun,
alhmadulillah test td aku boleh jawab YG AKU STUDY!
yg x study tu, blurr je..padahal mende sng ja!!!!!!
warghh!

statik ni lah yg bnyk membuatkan siswa siswi terkandas kejap dan kene repeat !!!

namun bgitu,
still rmi yg skor-beudak genius and rajin-
tahniah Yoe!ko dekan lg sem ni,
yg len xtau,ib dekan ke?sape lg?

wat pertama kalinya aku kene attack ngan charlie,dgr kata musim dia dah sampai..scaryyy

tp scarryyy lagi H1N1,

bebudak poli ramai yg pakai topeng tu,
bebudak uitm xde plak?heran heran..

tiap-tiap ari aku dgr bunyi ambulans lalu kat umah aku,
mesti x kurg dari skali
aritu sampai 4-5 kali..
cuak aku dibuatnya

dh 4 minggu aku slalu sakit kapla
aku g UK lg
dia kasi ubat kuat sikit
pasal rahang aku yg dh jammed ni
doctor kata gi la jumpa dentist yg aku jumpa aritu
jgn gelak x tentu pasal nnt senget dh terlekat plak
kalo nk glak kna gak sopan-sopan-kata doktor sambil gelak sopan "hee heee heee"
lagi la aku nk tergelak dibuatnya
abis nurse-nurse kat situ glak..
ceh, x bg aku glak tp buat lawak!
kurg asam tul
tp
baru la seronok
lupa abis sakit
xde la mandom je UK tuu..

jomlah
aku nk g KLboy
karang lmbt masuk maghrib plak
"somebody call 911!"-shawn kingston-!

toodles..
happy but scared...
going to pop in some strepsils...

Friday, August 14, 2009

rolling..

mom's birthday was yesterday..13august..and so does her anniversary..
getting married on her birthday, one of her happiest day i bet..
but i forgot..
sis called and told me
but still i forgot..

then i remembered
i was about to buy some nasi lemak for breakfast though-its nearly noon..
mom didn't answer..
i was like..
:C
reached the voicemail..!
-end call-

a few seconds later
she called back..-she did not answer because if she did, abis le kredit aku..
mom-asssalmua'laikum
me-waa'laikumussalam
mom-(errr, i totally forgot)
me-saja ja, nk ucap happy birthday..terlupa nk call smalam
mom-ohhh,(gigles)

and then she asked me about my health..have i ate..and money..
'money'
segan btul aku nk mintak duit kat parents aku..
'its my right',
yeah i know that..
but i was raised in such way that ...that what ahh?
i dont really know how to say it..savy?
i'm not born in a rich family..
both my parents are working..
dad even do part times here and there
we barely travel out of state or go for picknics
but my aunts and uncles houses weren't very far from ours..
so we always have gatherings
so merry
i'm very close with my cousins
i dont have cool toys or brandeds clothes or super nice shoes
internet or even computers or even vcd players
who need those if we have
caring parents
good for arguing sisters-haha-argue a lot,but they back me up somtimes..
and my lil bro,
he's good listener-from what i heard lah-less rebellious than me-and very active in school
hillarious cousins
great friends
..

but now,
i have nearly everything i want,
though some of it i got myself-my savings-work and school and duit raya-
but most of it of course, from my parents..
phone,clothes,food,house,care..and love and ..
I'm most proud to be their child is because i am MUSLIM!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

opened..

we're late for class..
for me and acad and jackie and carrey..

three bus went by and we could only stare it..

they're full..

so we walked..

and talked..

acad n carrey

me and jackie..

i was wondering..
and i wonder wonder wonder!

da da da-lemon song..

what should it be for this month photography competition?

some kinda-not-so-good ideas pop in and out..

so?

any ideas on the theme?
yeah, u guys lorrr..yg duk baca post ni!

first prize rm200!
kalo korang ada gamba lelawa, korang cadang la theme gamba korang tu,
pastu submit gamba tu, x ke increase chances korang untuk bolot RM200!!! tu?
ye dawk?

H1N1? anything other than that?

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

lost..

nearly 3 weeks..
non stop medications..
hundreds of pills..
but is still hurts..

tp

ada bagusnya kan?
kan?

aku jaga makanku..
aku jaga tidurku..
aku blajar sdikit medics..
aku terfikir itu ini..sgala yg ada dan tidak..
'nikmat' itu satu pemberian yg hebat!
'syukur' hanyalah rasa dan sdikit pembalasan..knapa masih tidak..
karna yg ada kita lupa
bila tiada baru dikenang
dianuegrah jasa
dicerita-cerita kbaikkannya
..

i've stop taking pills..coz i've lost 'em..lol(not on purpose!)
relax! reeellaaaxxx....like she said..
"..just breathe..."-anna nalick-

-adi kata-"ye la, blog ko titlenya satu word aja.. -
-n- "yeah, i keep it that way."
"why?"
"coz its how i like it."

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