Sunday, October 25, 2009

promises..

i'm afraid of promises..

afraid that it would be just lies..

words that holds nothing but meaningless hopes..

afraid to give my words..

afraid i couldn't keep 'em..

afraid that it would hurt the one i love..

afraid to loose again..


no one knows the future exactly..
how it would turn to be..
or how it would not..
with today's problems and issues..
will it get better or worsen..

i'm afraid..
but am i afraid for the right reason..

for what i should fear are God's anger and punishment..
for the sins..
for the forbidden doings ...
. . .



i used to come to this beach..
the waves sounds in the subuh..love it..
used to send the sounds to *ehem-ehem, nm dan alamat d'rahsiakn*...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

telefon..

telefon..
telefon berbunyi..

some of my friends are mad at me coz i hardly answers their phone calls..
like i care!
my phone usually on its silent mode nearly 24hours a day..
since i got class early in the morning and ends late in the evening,
so i keep it that way so that i dont disturb the classes..
and i hardly checks my phone..only for the 'time' and calendar and songs..since i dont wear any watch and i dont carry any mp3..
they kept telling me that its better that i dont own one..
again,
like i care!

okay..
lets start!

the firts phone i had was a blue siemens phone..
with yellow back light and have a cute antennae..
if u write a sms, it goes to sides and never down,not like nowadays phones where it goes down..

second was an alcatel..grey..
like most old phones, the antennae is still there..
but some upgrades are found..
there are games..my sis and me keep breaking each others records until at one point,
i could easily solved the games in seconds..
ah,
this time the sms goes like nowadays phones..downwards..
it had orange back light..

the third phone happens to be one the longest phone i had..
it was still an alcatel product, but the antennae's gone and the phone was smaller than any other phones and also lighter..
new games and applications..there is also a sound recorder..and f.m. radio..
it came in grey but later i changed it to red..love this phone..

and the last one is a motorola..
black, slim, and love it..
its the first coloured phone i had..and also has a mp3 player..
camera and videorecorder...
still using it and still in its original housing..
though dents here and there (fell like a hundred times)
one of the most damaging incident was a drawing camp at the beach..
i fell on to the not so clear salt water and immersed the phone with me..
repaired it..
the video recorder sucks but i love its camera!

and my invisible sony erikson..
a black w-series phone..
my sis is using right now..
i got it for my spm..
she havent give it back..
its like your money in the bank..
you own it but u cant see it..

so thats all..
ah, the reason i owned one in the first place was because of a girl..
a totally unknown girl..
i wished she was mine..

Monday, October 19, 2009

santan..

hari hari aku lalu dan pandang..
hanya pandang..
kulontar sedikit senyuman kepada si peniaga..
tapi ku simpan hasrat dari beberlanja..
aku dah terlepas dulu..
takkan kali ini juga..
"cana nk wat kuah durian?"-lebih kurang la msg yg aku hantar pada mak aku dlm pukul 5pm td..
mak aku call and call sampai aku answer..
kul 6.30ptg gitu baru aku memetik butang hijau menerima panggilan..
aku rindu suara emak..
tiap kali telefon,
emak pasti akan tanya bila mahu pulang..
terkedu aku..-okay, terkedu tu menatang ape?-
kalo boleh nak je aku balik bila weekend..
tp apakan daya..
ada shj test dan program yg bergolek ke kalendar..
mahu balik...
sabar mama, akan pku pulang jua, inshallah..
jadi aku pun tanyalah camne nk wat kuah durian..
setelah mendapatkan segala maklumat yg diperlukan,
aku mneruskan perjalanan pulang ke rumah sewa..
and for the hundredth time i passed by the durian stall..
malamnya aku dan ajie pergi beli..
kitorang nk beli sebiji je walaupun ada promosi 3 biji rm10..bukan ape, takut tak sedapp..
brother tu cakap,
"satu rm4"
"ok lah, kasi satu."-aku kata
brother tu pun angkat sebiji and terus menetak durian td..lalu menunjukkan isinya yg kuning..
terliur aku..
pastu dia kata lagi..
"beli 2 la, 2 biji rm5."kata brother penjual durian tuu..
"??????"aku terkonfius sketika.
"bolehlah, kasi 2."so we ended up buying 2 durians..
lepas dinner baru lah aku mula wat kuah durian..
bau durian menyelubungi dapur lalu ke seluruh pelusuk rumah ..
dan menyelinap ke luar lalu menyeludup masuk ke rumah jiranku..
"sape makan durian nih?"suara dari rumah jiranku.
"ada bau durian kan."suara laen pula.
maka berlaku lah sedikit bual ttg misteri bau durian..aku mendengar di sini..
mmg niatku nk bagi pun..
bukan org laen, jiran kita jugak..
lagi-lagi durian,
baunya yg sedap nk mamfus nih pasti meragut hidung sesapa pun..
sesiapa saja x kira yg selesema atau H1N1,
kecuali si mat salleh..
entah hidung ape diorang ni..
so kitorang bagi la smangkuk durian..
maka abihlah kuah durian tu skelip mata walaupun..
walaupun ada orang tuu kata asyik kata "NANTI X ABIS!"
haha..
the point is..jadi la jiran kitorang..leh dapat kuah durian free...hehe..
tp,
we're one loud family in the house..
so,
wat-wat x dgrlah jelah...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

red..

whats with girls?

they are unexplainable right?

okay, i should stop..on second thought..

i've watched 10,000 bc and 17 again recently..
great movies..
both shows how men would sacrifice anything for women..
we've heard enough poems and songs of them..
most movies must have 'em..the heroines..
most song's video clips too..

the world seems to exploit every inch that's great about them..
over and over again..
okay i really should stop...

the thing is..
girls,
you're like an apple on a tree..
way up high where u shine red..
but u sulked for no one wants to get you..
too long that u gave up waiting for that one person..
and so drop yourself to be pick...
by anyone or anything that longs for food and just wanna fill their lust of hunger..
and not because you're the best..but the least..
so, hang in there, stay on that that tree..
and the one shall come..
he who would climb again and again if he falls..
try and try everything if he fails after one and another..
he would never give up until you are his..
for he deserve you for his efforts and loyalties..
admiring you on how good you're, shining red..
not a scratch or bruise..
well protected..
from the dirty grounds that u might fall on..
regretting for his hard work would be impossible..
for he has own THE BEST..

the point is,
janganlah kecewa dengan mana-mana lelaki dan dan di dalam kecelaruan tu korang terima je
sesapa..you have the right to choose okay..
janganlah rendahkan diri agar mudah ditarik-tarik,
biarlah tinggi dihormati..
*merendah diri okay!*

Friday, October 16, 2009

corrosive..

anode will corrodes faster than cathodes does..bla bla..mm/year..bla..
galvanic,uniform,stress cracking, pitting, crevice, erosion...
will having a test on this things in a few hours..
yuuu just found out his motorcycle have been 'kopak',
diorang kopak sit motor and curi amende ntah yg duk sbelah bateri tuu(sembang budak engineering)..
so terpaksalah kitorang jalan kaki g kampus nnt..
aku,
dah study sket...mati-mati aku ingat test kul 8 td...
ganbatte!
KIMIA!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

attraction...

what do i love about blogging..
well, there's a lot of funny blogs to read..
some with interesting and beautifully captured pictures..
can comment on someone's blog..
receive comments on own posts..feels like people care..
can spill it out when no one wants to hear..
i really love some of the songs the put on their page..really calming..

what do i love about campus life..
tiredly funny life..
interesting programs..
freedom..
the girls..kawaii..
the kind 'makcik cleaner'..
the cute lecturer..yg cute je laa..haha..
the killing air-conditioner..damn cold!
the funny friends that tends to blame you for everything..
the house rent..
the unknown free wireless internet..tq..who ever you are..


why do like my house?
have mom and family..
my own room..though i share with my lil bro..
the kitchen is always a few meters away..
the fridge rarely empty..
the hot shower in the cold morning..brrrr..
the tv..
the friends..
the park is very near..can go jog everyday..
get to see mom everyday..
easy to find anything..i see some of my friends and other people tend to go very far for just a few things ..
but at my hometown..there's about 6 malls or more with 3 malls are less than 5 km radius..
lastly..
sebab dia bez..


TAG
KIMI
KISHI
DD
(SUME RHYMES, LOL)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

wish..

sebuah basikal tua
buat aku meronda kota

sebuah kamera
buat aku bekukan peristiwa

sebuah mp3 tersorok di poket
sepasang earphone tersemat erat
menghindar bingit kota
deruman enjins si raksasa beroda

topi jerami sebagai mahkota
meredup terik mentari

sebotol air kosong
buat tekak yg kemarauan

sepasang sepatu kain
selesa dan kemas

mungkin juga topeng udara
mengasihani sang jantung

di bawah sepohon rendang
redup
sejuk
untuk aku berehat
mungkin beradu sementara
kembali sedar
dunia nyata yg sementara..

Sunday, October 11, 2009

lihat..

salam..
bagus kan ada internet nih..
senang cari maklumat..
senang chit chat..
senang tahu khabar rakan-rakan..
selepas tamat sekolah menengah,
xde sorg pun budak sekelas aku yg masuk satu ipt dgn aku..

semua telah terbang dgn haluan masing-masing..

dia kesana dia kesitu..
tp satu pun tidak dgnku..
harapkan cuti baru ketemu..
baru boleh melepas rindu..

tp syukur ada internet..
ada sja gambar yg diupload..
sedikit sebanyak terubat rindu..
melihat si rakan gembira..
aku juga gembira..

tersenyum-senyum aku sendiri..
melihat senyuman si rakan..
bilakah kita akan berjumpa lagi..
mahu sembang sampai pengsan..

tapi sedih juga ku..
melihat mereka yg gembira..
gembira berdusta..
astaga.
wahai rakan
wahai teman
mengapa jalan itu yang kau redah..
tidakkah kau sedar itu salah..
apa layakku menegur..
apa layakku memarah..
aku sekadar teman yg mengambil kesah..

aku juga ada salah..
tapi aku cuba perbaiki..
betullah kata mereka..
"kuman seberang laut nmpk, gajah dpan mata x nmpk"
jauhilah perkara mungkar..
sesungguhnya balasannya adalah neraka..
dimurkai Pencipta..
aku bukanlah si suci dari dosa..
aku juga hamba hina..
pasti ada silap
pasti ada salah

tp sebagai saudara..
sebagai apa yg si orang putih kata," what are friends for.."
tegurku secara bukan menghina apatah lagi membunuh..
aku tahu setiap manusia biasa itu ada perasaannya sendiri..ada egonya..
tak boleh dihentak-hentak..
x boleh dipijak-pijak..
kena ada caranya..
tangan yg terluka sakitnya sementara..
hati yang terguris hanya Tuhan yg tahu..

Sunday, October 4, 2009

masin...

"ini kalo hujan masa amik cop leh terkandas nih..yes,xyah g klass.."
tip.. tup.. tap.. tap. tap tap tap tap...hujan..
masin betul mulut aku nih!
tp,
kalo terkandas kat sini..
-online xleh.
-tido pun x syok..
-exam dh dkat..rugi plak..
adohai..

hujan mulai renyai...
ah, redah jelah...
ops..
camne ngan poster ni..
kalo basah, melayang duit kelab ..uuu...

so, in the end aku redah jerr..
sbenarnya,
aku xde idea nk tulis ape..
saja, aku tulis gak sket smentara tunggu 'fifi'...

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