Sunday, December 26, 2010

cheering..

when everybody is cheering n supporting
the world seems to be less cruel..
doesnt it?

Friday, December 24, 2010

tengah malam..

si cengkerik tidak lagi berbunyi
dingin yang selesa
kipas tua berpusing lemah
sekarang sudah pukul tengah malam..

smile :)

budak ini masih belum tidur
sesekali memandang telefon yg membisu kaku
menanti jawaban 
menanti khabaran
menanti dengan harapan
dan masih menanti

pada pukul tengah malam
budak ini
menanti setia

setiap tengah malam
budak ini mengucapkan
" Selamat malam "

pada tengah malam..budak ini mahu bermimpi
bermimpi berhenti menanti
kerana walaupun untuk satu malam
ia pasti membuatkan dia tersenyum sendiri
dan menanti lagi esok hari
di tengah malam..


Thursday, December 23, 2010

drama..

drama drama drama
oh such drama
when i watched one
i thought
"this could never happen in real life."
" its too stupid or too evil "
" Such coincidence never happens in real life"
right?

but as we age
as we develop this brain of ours
we learn and understand
that such kind of tragedy happens
such evil person lives
such DRAMA..exists
trap in our little comfort zone
our rich carefree life
we ignored the DRAMA of the WORLD
its not fiction
there are! wars going on
terrifying accidents, happening
terrible disasters, hitting
horrifying serial killers, hunting
they are real..

recently
i had chatted a few people
random people online
around the world
i never met them
i never knew them
and it all started with a simple 'hi'

we talked about the eclipse
we talked about interests
n dinosaurs
i made friends with them
n even added some on facebook

some of em are quite awesome
unique in their own ways
some were not happy for their differences
coz they had a tough life
each day is full of obstacles
n they face it again n again with a lot of patience
as if their stories
were dramas..
but they are real
what you watched on tv
u would probably made of somtin real
somtin was seen by writer
or even felt by writer
not that u should believe everytin seen on tv
just remember
there are a lot of more unfortunate people out there
not giving up
striving with every bit of their strength
cracking every bones in their flesh
to live a life
why arent we?

Sunday, December 19, 2010

if u r cindy..

sorrryyy
accidentally close the window
if u r cindy
leave a comment n ur facebook link will yaa

Friday, December 17, 2010

wahahaha( tips nak mohon sambung belajar ) ..

nak post jugak!!
x kira!!!
wahahaha

ok
mari tengok apa isu kali ini

ohh
nampaknya spm dah hampir habis
dan juga telah habis (bagi sesetengah pelajar yang x amik kejuteraan)
korang sume dah isi upu belum?
belum lagi!
APA!
lilek
stay cool
control jiwa
pastinya korang konfius lagi mangkuk  kekeliruan nak pilih ape
bagi yang dah pilih
bagus
tp betulkah pilihan anda
yakin
korang sure ke....
susah dol subjek-subjek dia
x suka plak nnt
hehe
saja ja
nk  psiko korang sket
tips nak mohon sambung belajar
tips nak pilih adalah
pilih ape yang diberi dalam pilihan je
jgn plak pilih yang x berkenaan
skiranya
korang nk jd doktor
tp tertekan butang lanskap/senibina
knapa tuh?
mungkin karena
hati korang bergolak
menjadi doktor bukan pilihan korang
tapi bisikan-bisikan parents korang
hahaha
cool ok
agak2 korang x minat
slow talk
kalo parents jenis one-sided punya (xleh slow-talk)
kumpulkan ally korang
boleh jadi mak korang(ally yg bagus)
abang atau akak korang
sebolehnya
cari ally yg parents korang baik hubungan diplomatiknya
kalo siblings korang
cari yang anak emas ke..hehe
atau pakcik korang yang gaji agak2 rm1000/sehari
untuk support statement korang
proposal yang bagus
disertai pembentangan yang hebat
dan juga bukti-bukti kukuh
xkan mudah ditolak
ok
sume ni macam nk war ngan parents je kan
haha
NO!
we follow are hearts
ok
tp
hati ini slalu pula digoda bisikan syaitan
jadi
sentiasalah merujuk
pada Penciptamu yg Esa
bagi pertolongan
dan petunjuk
ok
ok

doktor n senibina tu contoh je ok
both career pon ok
i dont really care about the pay
as long as its your dream
bagus jadi doktor
aku salute korang
bantu orang n slamatkan nyawa
aku?
tngok luka pun pengsan

sebolehnya
korang kenali awal-awal
minat korang
career yg nk pilih
dapatkan pendapat sebanyak yang boleh
a wise king always listen to his councils
but follow his heart!
abis spm nih
korang ada at least
2 month of holidays kan
upu jgn lupa isi
masa cuti nilah
korang nk explore
tendency korang
or bakat korang ke arah mana
fotografi?
filmografi?
malaysia ni x cukup filem-filem yang meletup!
maksud aku meletup nih bukanlah yang penuh aksi
tp penuh makna
makan jiwa punya
asik
rempit
drift
gangste
cintan-cintun
hantu satu lagi
komedi ok laa
cam papadom tu
aku kasi 4.3 bintang out of 5
anyway
pilihan korang k
ada bnyk lagi pekerjaan kat dunia ni
kalo korang slalu tngok kat yahoo punya news
ada gunanya
di samping global news yg berguna untuk interview
tp jugak bnyk new macam
" how to improve your resume"
"best job"
"best pay for simple job"
-tngok jugakla gaji dia, as a source of motivation-
" most market job in the near future"
somtin like that

to my students
i hope u all akan sukses ok
in no matter path you choose
i always right behind you
supporting
chaiyouk chaiyouk
janji halal
banyak lagi mende yang nak tulis
tp nnt panjang2 korang malas baca plak
hehe

apa2 soalan
atau ingin tanya pendapat
atau strategi hidup
leh komen
kalo xnak nama disiarkan pun boleh
ada kawan yang masalah yang serupa
leh tolong nasihat dia
hehe
till next time
salam..

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

mencurah..

salam
bismillah

kali ini
bahasa ibunda
rasa seperti lama sudah tidak berbicara
berbicara bahasa ibunda
lamakah?

idea mencurah
hati teringin
tajuk berlegar-legar di minda
isi berselerak di merata-rata
tapi
aku menguap
mata mengecil
nafas perlahan
sejuk malam yang selesa
mengantukkah?

terjaga..
mata terlelap seketika
dan hampir terlelap lagi
aku ingin pergi beradu
di ceruk sana
menyelimut diri
ingin dibuai mimpi

huaaaahhh
menguap
selawat jangan lupa

esok
aku perlu keluar pagi
hantar itu ini
juga ada ceramah
untuk lesen..
oh
sudah mendaftar
ceramahnya esok..
slm semua
selamat malam..
alhmadulillah..

Saturday, December 4, 2010

i wanted to be..

when i was younger
a lot younger
youngerer
i wanted to be..

a postman
it sounded
heroic
powerful
and recognized by all..
i never knew what it really was
till moments later
silly me..giggles

when i grew a bit
a tiny tinee bit
i wanted to be..
a scientist
i really love watching national geographic
it airs at night
on tv3
it was very fascinating
from there
i learn a lot of things
including english
but i was stress
i tought
" how come these kinda things never came out in exams "
i knew a lot of things
n yet
all of it seems wasteful

between those 2 timeline
i enjoy drawing
i spent the days drawing
all alone in the house
just me
i'll ran off to bathe when mom gets home
n off to school
i cant remember what i did at night
i was really diligent
so i always finish my homeworks at school
n so
i never had homeworks till standard five
still
i cant remember doing any
except for the essay i was scolded to do
around standards 6
i only hear
" become an engineer, become an engineer "

i wanted to be a masked hero
i always daydream of being one
n of coz
they are dreams only

middle school
i felt left out
not having true frens at school
but it wasnt quite a problem
i always hang out cycling with my frens
from the village
we'll go jogging in the weekends
n cycling every evening
later
i think i found some frens..
still
it wasnt a problem
i have a family
n we r quite close
my cousins r close with me
we have gatherings
once every month
more or less
at this time
i wanted to be
a writer
i've been reading quite a lot
english n malay literature
are somtin
if u learn closely
but i never had the push

then
i wanted to be a mangaka
my friend was improving his drawing skills
after seeing mine
i cant draw
but just for fun
watching him so determine
i was attracted too
but not for long

i fell in love with movies
good movies
so
u guess
yeah
i wanted to be NO!
not an actor
i wanted to be
a director
i wanted to make movies
that will change one's life
one's perspective
one's heart
a movie that'll change the world..

but it was a dream
far beyond reach
n so
i wanted to be somtin simpler
a photographer
having the chance to hold a digicam for the first time
i was excited
i love taking photos
still am
but with a slower passion
still passionate
but more relax

then spm
i wanted to be . . . . . . . . . .
i was blank

i fill up a few forms
first
i got the mercedez offer
to be a trainee mechanic
somtin like that
then a diploma program in mechatronic offer
i was immediately told to forget about the mercedez offer
when the the last offer came
the diploma program in mechanical engineering
i was again
told to forget
the previous offer
i was upset
still
i went on with the last offer..

years later
im still alive
attending a different course
at a different place
with the same old me
i wanted to be known
to the world
i wanted to be famous but not rich
i wanted to be happy but not wealthy
for i am tired of hearing
" Blaja ini, senang naik pangkatgaji banyak!"
" blaja ni,snang nk cari kerja!"
" Subjek ni bukan susah pun, my fren said so."
" U dont like it? its not about choosing anymore."
" minat ini semua go to hell lah." I cried...
its always about the pays
bout the status
bout the grades
the promotions
...im sick of it..

i wanted to be..

missing-

award..

oh tankque
oh tankque


1) im not sure
but i think no.1 is about the blogger who award u the award
so
here goes..

oh tankque sarah
yor blog is interesting
though somtimes it can be so long
but
others r just fine 
i can still remember the first post i read on yor blog
keep on bloggin gal! n gud luck on yor novel!


2)Nama blog anda dan kenapa anda letak nama itu
its a codename that has not yet revealed to most people.
D5T7 stays a mystery..wahahaha..to most people that is



3)URL blog anda dan daripada mana datangnya idea itu
mostly made of my name...
4)Apakah kaedah dalam penulisan anda
Saya tulis apa saya rasa
berbanding dahulu dan skarang
mmg berbeza
rasanya dahulu lebih berimaginasi
berimaginasi indah 
sekarang
macam nak tumbuk jer..hadoi


5)Apa perasaan anda bila tengok blog orang lain cantik dan menarik sedangkan blog anda tidak 
X menarik kah? camne leh dapat award ni ha?
heheh,
x adalah..
memang ada kejelesan di situ
tapi
saya sukakan sesuatu yang mudah
isinya yang penting
x begitu? 

6)Bilakah blog anda diwujudkan
err,bila ya?
rasanya pada ujung 2008..agaknya..nnt saya check balik..
haaa! november 2008..

7) Siapakah orang pertama tahu dan menjadi follower blog anda?
xtahu plak saya
karena
ketika itu
saya tidak kesahkan follower
mula berblog
addicted gitu..hahaha..


8) Sila tag 5 orang lain
(ramai yang ingin d-tag, in no order whatsoever)a) sarah -interestingly intresting, though somtimes, very looong,hahahab) superb photographer -really nice pics,truly
c) the budu teller -hmmm, give it a try
d) coolpics guy -his name says it all
e) yan -enjoy reading 
f) syara  -(reminds me of the Creator)
g) sususejat -my tummy's fren
h) artisticly cute -take a peek
i) bun
j) kimi ( sorry, cant link u guys, techno prob)

i know i know,
5 only..but they are interesting blogs..
i still wanna name a few more..
but im really really sleepy..
so gudnite
n tankiu again for the award
its the third one in a week..
:)    :b
slm

Monday, November 29, 2010

clouds..




melihat awan
aku tertawan
ingin aku terbang menembusi
si awan yg putih suci
ingin aku peluk
si awan empuk
namun aku jauh berdiri
seorang diri di bumi
jika sang mentari cukup baik
sinar membakar menjadi suam
membiarkan aku terdongak melihat kepulan awan
tinggi
terapung
bebas
perlahan dibawa angin..

tangan pantas menyeluk
mencari kamera tersorok
'klik'
mata terkejit
dek mentari pagi
" apa-apa sajalah yang kau tangkap itu.."
tegur si rakan
terus ku jawab " Awan. "
menarik nafas panjang
hhhhheeeeeeeuuuhhhhh
lepas
hhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh...

suatu hari nanti
aku pasti terbang jua..
clouds..
buat aku terdongak diam membisu
mengkagumi ciptaan Tuhan..

Thursday, November 25, 2010

speed up, why not?..

yeahs!
firstly,
assalamua'laikum
my bike has been repaired
after about what?
a month
after the accident
its finally in its top condition
the sounds are smoother
the gears are softer
and the tires grip like hell
repair + repair = repairs = rm180
im riding my red bike again yeay
but for a slower n safer ride
trauma?
yes
kinda
i think so
naah
im just a better n considerate road user
perhaps
that knock down..i mean
skidded when tryin to avoid others
made me realize one or more things
1. its in the middle of the pekan, lots of traffic light n no matter how hard u twist the throttle u'll just reach 'em a minute earlier.
2. it really hurts to fall, n really damn boring to stay at the hospital.
3. u r risking yor life n OTHERS'
4. always have yor bike/mean of transportation in tip-top condition.
5. u wouldnt even have the chance to brake if somtin pop right in front of u.even if u did, u'll slide n hit it.
6. do u really wanna die in a 'road accident'? 'war' sounds cooler dont u think?
7. u have to spent your money of coz for the repairs, tickets, n claims.
8. and a lot more!
9. a lot!

so, WHY SPEED UP?
why not?..
tepuk dada tanya selera
or
tanya saya pun boleh
memang best going fast
but
slow down a bit will ya
u'r missin somtin important..

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

sedikit lega..

alhamdulillah 
aku dah siapkan design kad jemputan 
n few little things for the dinner

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
sedikit lega
feuhhh!

currently?
listening to pesawat - mesti mau
its 1:36 am
ok
i better go finish my autocad..

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

ponteng..

assalamua'laikum
i know i know
i hardly blog these days
actually
almost or at least i'll sign in
every 2 days to see if anyone posted anytin
read 'em as fast as i can
then
of to bed
or work
been kinda busy
n im skippin the next class which is at 2pm
warghhh tension!!!
yesterday pun i skipped
one paper down n i aced it
fuhh! alhamdulillah..

" Ponteng ke? Xpe..heheh"
" Pesal xpe plak?"
" Ye la, time study ni lah nk ponteng. Time keje xleh dah."
" Hmm????"
" Time study, kalo ponteng kita yang susah, time keje nnt kalo ponteng orang lain susah. Baik susahkan diri sendiri dari susahkan orang lain."
" Ohhh, bleh plak camtu.heheheh."

begitulah lebih kurangnya conversation between my cousin n me. She's a doctor. I think.
influenced by her words
so i 'ponteng' laa
its not like i really really wanna ponteng with no reasons
first reasons
Tension
second
dont wanna hear those non-stoppin mouth
complainin on everytin
third
i need some rest
fourth
malas nk jumpa lecturer( for some reason)
fifth
naahhh, thats it..

so
ponteng while u have the chance
if u can
when u can
n tell nobody about your plan
it doesnt really workout if everyone ponteng together
if just u alone
the lecturer dont get too pissed off
its all about psychology n timing
trust me
i know

Thursday, November 11, 2010

yeayyyyy..

yahooooooeoeeoeeoeoeooeoeoe!!!!woooo!!
yeayyyyy
yipeee!!!
i've been waiting for ages for things like this to come!!!
so
what happen you may ask
im goin for a trip
u know
jalan2 cari makan
allowance included!
free plak tuh!
oh my gosh!
thank God.
excited n appreciated
one more time
thank God

the trip was a surprise
i just knew it yesterday
n we're goin tonite
havent pack
hehe :p



though
for my class
only me n apit is goin
its kinda sad
but still really really excited
its a reward for all last semester's deans
n the (alamak,perwakilan pelajar in english ape eyh?)
so
i'm gonna go pack
everything
see u there!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

berkali..

assalamua'laikum
dan salam sejahtera

pa khabaq smua?
hau ar yu gais?
mi?
aim oke-oke je..

maka
stelah sekian lama
stelah berkali punya kali aku log in
x ter'post' gak amende pun
so
aku post gak kali ni..
seblum smangat je nk post
bila dah log in
kensel plak
asal log in je kensel
asal kensel je log in
...

so
citer sket pasal smalam
smalam sedang aku tugu abe yg sedang menggunakan laptop aku
aku x jadi tunggu
aku terus tido
cadangnya mahu tonton movie
tapi abe ngah maen game
aku pun kesian plak
kasi la can
aku pun tido..
keesokkan harinya
pada tengahharinya
abe pun katala kat aku
"haa, tu laptop kamu, aku dah tutup"
"x tutup pun, abe tutup skrin je"
"eh ye ke? smalam aku dengar bunyi, aku terus tutup laptop simpan gitu je"
"bunyi pe?"
"bunyi org bernafas, kuat"
"kat mana?"
"betul-betul blkg pintu balkoni"
"pastu"
"mulanya pelan,aku wat dunno je"
"bila kuat, aku trus pegi lock pintu.masa lock tu la aku dgr,betul-betul blkg pintu.aku tngok kamu dah tido, aku panggil pian.bila kitorang dua naik bilik balek, aku nk bukak pintu tengok,dia x kasi."
"lagi?"
"pastu aku trun tido bwh la.laptop kamu aku dah ttp sbelum panggil pian, aku hantar trus takut dia curi."
"dia?"
"mende tu la"
hahaha..
lawak gak abe ni,
so
inilah kesah benarnya kat umah sewa smalam.
naseb aku x dgr pe pun, wlupun bilik aku tidur tu bertentang je.x ttup pintu plak tu.
moralnye,jgn lupe kunci pintu balkoni bila malam.
:b

Thursday, November 4, 2010

u can never tell..

u can never tell
u r just a human being 
like me
u can never tell what am i feeling
u dont know what im thinking
u just dont
so stop acting like u do
i hate u morons who came asking for help
and left me to do your assgmnt sayiing " ko buat la,aku x reti." kapla hotak anda!
your ridiculous reasons just annoys me 
i dont like u calling everybody in class to stare at me if i fell asleep 
and asked loudly," ko paham x pe yg kita bljr ni?"
making me kantoi with the lcturer 
im @#$% tired finishing the group assignment u didnt help last night
so just @#$% shut up!
since u didnt help just shut up
there u go telling everyone that the assgmnt is not done coz i fell asleep
u even tell the lecturer
thanks 
i should kick in the u @$$
n punch your f&%$#* face




im tired of all this
dear God almighty, give me strength.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

floating..

its maghrib
one of my favorite blogger
have not posted anytin today
i'm always amused
by her writings
she really have a lot in her mind
most of 'em are funny i guess(i cant really recall)
looking forward to her next post


-----------------

i had a lot of things
floating
in this crowded head of mine
making me confuse
blurring my decisions..

first
there are the works..
the assignments
which i dont really know how to do
to do it perfectly
i'm not a perfectionist
but i rather submit my assignment late
than submit a half hearted one
and
i'm just pissed how the lecturers arent helping
kalo lecturer pun x smangat
apetah lagi aku
som r great
while others are just less rational

second
the heart
ok
i dont really tell love stories here
but every now n then
i need to at least express it in anyway
first,thank GOD
i thought she was the one
n my actions are the best
but U had better plans for me
U showed me
U lighted the unseen
if she really is the one
than the time shall come
n if she's just 'summer'
i'll find autumn
n to love a person
takes more than those 3 hard words

third
frenzs
they r driving me mad

fourth
passion
i think i've lost my drive
a true racer once said
" I drive not because i wanted to win, i drive coz i'm driven"
my family hardly had talks on how and what are my ambitions

fifth
time
i need time for myself
away
away from everytin

altered..

hujan lagi
x berani aku bawak laju-laju
nanti tergelincir lagi
aku dah siap terbayang masa kat trafik light 
kalo aku pecut terus nih
pastu tergelincir
kete datang plak langgar moto aku pastu seret aku skali
hancur kaki
cuak aku
jalan basah
sweater aku pun basah
aku sejuk
jalan x sibuk
hijau!
brrrrrrooooommmmm...
eh?
jam plak kat sini
sedang aku mencelah-celah
aku jadi konfius
aik?
jalan dah ditutup
OH
MY 
GOD
ikut mana plak nih?
baru semalam aku lalu jalan tu
aku pun ikut je signboard-signboard kat situ
jauh betul melencong dari jalan asal
wait the second
they've just altered one of the most used route in the city
it used to be straight
now 
its like a snake
the city map just changed over a night
well
i hope it would solve or at least improve the traffic flow from now on
got home
oh i miss home
miss everything..



Friday, October 29, 2010

parked..

maka tibalah aku di kedaiserbaneka bernama 7-E
meninggalkan helmet hitam
aku menuju ke pintu kedai
dengan sukar aku mengeluarkan dompet
" Kasi bateri energizer lithium tu."
" Yang mana?" tanya cashier girl
"  Yang warna biru tu." sambil menuding
" Jatuh moto eyh?" tanya girl tu lagi
" Ahahahaha." aku gelak je.
" 16ringgit 90 sen."

Aku masukkan bateri dalam beg
Aku perlu bergegas ke kampus
hari ini ada event
sebab itulah aku mahu juga ke kampus walau dah injured
namun begitu
aku bawak perlahan
dengan kecederaan yang ada
aku x mampu mengawal spenuhnya
akhirnya aku sampai juga
rakan dan lecturerku suruh aku membalut luka td
menakutkan orang saja katanya
aku turut saja

banyak juga gambar yang aku snap
itu ini
x sia-sia aku datang

the next day
aku datang juga
tp dah macam robot
jalan kaki keras
bila naik tangga lagi seksa dan lucu
dah macam zombi jalan daaa
akhirnya lecturerku suruh pegi klinik
aku pergi pada ptngya
dan dapat 2 days out
yeahoo!!

sekarang?
luka di tangan sudah ok 90%
tapi ibu jari masih sakit..sikit
luka lutut kanan sudah 73% ok
sakit betul bila terlanggar
lutut kiri 99% ok
luka jatuh bumbung minggu sebelumnya pun dah 99% ok

jadi tamat di sini rasanya
jadi
pandu cermat jiwa selamat
pandu cepat potong hayat
k! till next post!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

wriggle..

..my heart was pounding hard!
i tried to wriggle again
pop!
it came out.
i quickly got up standing with my shaking knees
my cotton pants were torn 
a bald guy came to help move my bike
" Apa jadi? Pakcik tengok dari jauh ja, tau tau je dah jatuh." asked the baldy
" Dia nak elak moto tu, dia brake pastu tergelincir." said the other man in work clothes
" Ada sakit apa-apa tak?"
i shook my head and said " luka sket je."
" Duduk kat tepi dulu, rehat relaks-relaks."
aku pun berdirila di sisi motoku
oh
ada pecah di signal kiri
aku kemudiannya memeriksa luka-luka terkumpul
ibu jari tangan kanan luka tersiat kulit
lutut kanan di mana terkoyak seluarku boleh tahan juga tergesek tar
lutut kiri sedikit sakit 
tapak tangan kiri calar
ok
xde dah kot
fikirku
jalan kecil itu telah pun jam
kereta beratur panjang mula bergerak
aku mengumpul nafas 
sketika kemudian
aku pun menghidupkan semula enjin
ke 7-E!


to be continue..





Monday, October 25, 2010

hands..

if you are persuading somone to do somtin
then start with listing what he would miss or lose
if he doesnt do it
people are more scared of losing than not achieving somtin

n they really do appreciates and values the things they lost
..

a week ago
it rained that morning
the morning which i forgot my camera
which i forgot the batteries
which took my hand away..


Camera? Ready!
memory card? Inserted!
batteries? err, hellloooo?
great..
i hoped on my red bike and vroomed away 
the road was fresh black washed by the rain
the wind was cold
i shivered
ahead was narrow corner
just an ordinary corner
not a sharp one
just a small bent
i've went through it a thousand times
but never did i went it like i did that morning
around 7:15
there was boy n a girl
dressed in complete school uniform
they stopped right after the narrowest part of the narrow lane
right before the bent
i was around 30km/h
i stretched my neck quick to see if there any car coming
i couldnt see any 
i needed to overtake the not moving motorcycle
as i was about to past 'em
i saw a grey car right in front of me
i braked and skidded
it was too fast that i cant remember how i actually fell
i was faced down and dragged it a bit
the bike had fell on my right ankle
my bag slided to my neck
i had my laptop in my bag
i looked at my ankle
i tried to wriggle it out
it was stuck
my heart was pounding hard!

-to be continued-


Saturday, October 16, 2010

mengadu..

bila ku pulang
ada saja cerita emak
cerita itulah
cerita inilah
aku layan saja karenahnya
kadang rungut
aku dengar setia
haritu
aku pulang
aku pula rungut

Aku - Xnak duk lah umah sewa sem depan
Mak - Ape?
a - xnak duk umah sewa sem dpannn...
m - nape? aritu nk duduk? mslh ngan kawan ke?
a - malas la nak duk dgn diorang..diorang asyik merungut je...
     sakit pale otak mendngarnye. dioran rungut mende yang..org kata pe
     mende remeh temeh je, mende yg ptutnya dah bleh pikir by their age
m - la, nape jd camtu?
a - ntahlah..n then diorang x respect laaa..
m - x respect pe?
a - xdekla, masa wat assignment tu psg lagu, kalo lagu jpun xpe
     x faham, ni lagu inggeris la, mlayu la, pasang kuat plak tuu!
m - laaa..
a - mmg la best dgr lagu, tp man xleh, nnt lagu2 tu sume masuk pale nih,
     abis lupe mende man pikir. benda kita faham, pastu kuat plak, abis
     tenggelam suara ati sendiri.
m - haha, menghayati lagu betul..
a - pastu, aduhhh, hisap rokok.x tahan tul.
m - ohh, xpelah, xyahla duk luar sem dpan..

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lbih kurang la sesi smbng ptg ngan mak aku
masa tu dia ngah drive
baru balik dr umah akak aku

aku pun xtahu la
walaupun rs cam tau
tp mentality diorang ni
be considerate maaaaa...
haish! panas aku
membe tgh tido sblah pun leh tngok movie sound full plak tuh!
ades, gila aku kalo duk ngan diorang.
conclusion nye, aku memecut dgn moto merahku lagii...

Friday, October 15, 2010

robot..

its blue
it doesnt have ears nor fingers
and yet
it saved the world countless time..
famous?
yes
cute?
yes
funy?
yes
heroic?
yes yes
what is it?
its the robot cat
doraemon
along with nobi-chan
sizhuka-chan
giant n suneo
they made a great team
surviving through hard and deadly times
n i love 'em all

i just watch doraemon movie 2008
and i give it 5 star and a plus
in every way!!!
its funny
its touching
and as usual but never boring
the story of the bond between each of 'em
and the special new-made nakama
that gave 'em courages
strength
and never fading spirit
to never give up
nor give in
for their cared ones
the ideas  are fresh and inspiring
it made me smile and laugh
and currently the best movie watched this month

for a 2D movie
meaning no 3D (of corz)
not special effects
no real looking characters
still
the human-ness shown is far better than most real life movies
so
dont miss it
or u'll regret it

Doraemon Movie 2008!

Friday, October 8, 2010

dilarikan..

kesenangan hidup
kemewahan dunia
keindahan kata
aduss
semua ni buat aku leka
buat aku jauh
aku dilarikan
melupakan erti sebenar
peranan utama
misi perdana
bekalan ke syurga

hati merungut akan kesusahan
hati melonjak ajak berdusta
hati lemah digoda sang durjana
hati keras melakukan dosa
hati berat menyegerakan seruan

cabaran di dunia sementara
pasti sukar
mencabar
menyakitkan
memeritkan
kerana destinasinya
alam tiada serupa
kekal selamanya..

aku pohon bantuan dan perlindunganMu ya Penciptaku
Kaulah yang mahaberkuasa
tiada dua atau tiga
aminn..

Sunday, October 3, 2010

percik..

di tempatku 
kini
musim hujan sudah tiba
tapi 
berbanding minggu lepas
minggu ini lebih panas
lebih cerah 
senyum

si penunggang motosikal lain juga pasti tersenyum
tiada lagi lopak air
tiada lagi basah lencun
tiada lagi peluru air .. ouch!
walaupun pasti kan merindui tengah hari yang dingin
atau petang yang menggoda
semua kembali semangat 
walau awan tidak seputih salju

dear drivers
tau la korang naek kete
sealed
xde nk meredah hujan seperti kami bikers
but
please be considerate maa
the one thing i hate bout travelling in the rain is
u get splash
a lot
percik!

Friday, October 1, 2010

raga..

aku memecut laju
motosikal merahku berbunyi bising skali
samar-samar aja aku mendengar nyanyian ban jung seok
walaupun telah kusumbatkan telingaku dgn earphone
bunyi enjin 'redmoto' menengelamkan segalanya
oh tidak
kuning dan . . . . merah
shit!  kata hatiku
perlahan aku melonggarkan genggaman
redmoto masih laju dek pecutan tadi
dan
dahiku berkerut
tertoleh aku dibuatnya
berhenti di lampu trafik
aku paling
sorang lelaki india boleh plak parking betul-betul menghadang penglihatanku
aku hadapan sket
huh!
ada makcik tua/nenek jatuh basikal di bahu jalan
barang-barangnya berterabur
buah oren (agaknya) bergolek keluar dari raga basikalnya
aku jadi risau
takut dilanggar kereta
sekejap saja ada seorang lelaki cepat-cepat brek dan membelok hampir dengan makcik tu
menongkat motornya
dia membantu
aku tersenyum
walaupun aku kesal bukan aku yang mula-mula berhenti
tapi
syukur
Allah memudahkannya bagiku
aku mahu lihat siapa lelaki tadi
tapi hajat x kesampaian kerana dia menuju ke arah lain
jadi aku terus memecut kembali mengejar lampu hijau seterusnya..

Monday, September 27, 2010

my love..


no
i'm not telling how she cared for me till now
-at least not yet-
or how beautiful she is
or even how kind she is
its just an unexpected date
so unexpected that i thought i was dreaming

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -  

it was an ordinary friday which turn out to be a special one
i was still wrapped in my blanket
and didn't put much effort to answer the first call
then the second came
" Lets go out and i'll treat u Kentaki Fried Ciken."
KFC?
just us?
i couldn't believe it 
but nevertheless
i went for a nice quick shower
n put on a black cotton pants and t-shirt
a seasoned looking cap to cover my messy hair
vroom..
 we made a few stops 
it was kinda slow in the car
then she said
" After this we'll go to KFC ok."
"OK!" smiling
it was 10.30am
so only breakfast menu are on
i got myself some kinda sandwich while she ordered two piece of chicken
we decided to eat upstairs
its wider and cozier
there
things got a little warmer
i cant really remember what we talked about
but parts of it were rants 
i ranted about my studies
while she ranted about my sister's wedding preparation
i got to eat one of the chickens 
so full
very happy
she told me that its a treat for me
for getting dean's list
i was so touched
well why not
even dad didn't congratulate me
its not a four flat
but i got the highest of them all
i worked hard for it
so i deserve it
and she was the first person to take me for a treat
thank you mom..
love you..



Monday, September 20, 2010

ngantuknyerr..

so cold
too sleepy
ngantuknyerr..

Friday, September 17, 2010

for you p....

why smoke when u can choose not to..
yes at times u feel powerless against the desire
u feel that it would take your problems and stress away
does it..
its not worth it..
DON'T SMOKE..


video

(u might wanna pause my background music first, just roll down n down on the right..)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

suit..

i always daydream about being a hero among heroes
where each of this chosen people (kanak2 terpilih)
will have different powers and different colors of suit
each colors shows each powers such as blue for speed or red for strength
or even magical powers like water or fire
while everyone else has only one type of power
i have it all
my suit would be simpler but unique
and they'll call me the
..........


oh yes 
i still daydream
from time to time
usually
when im really really bored
usually i'll take somtin  like pillow to cover my face 
so it'll be dark
and blank 
and so
the fantasy begin..

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

not to be sexist, tp pompuan nih..( argue part 3 )

wahai rakan
wahai teman
kita semua dah besaq ( yg besaqla)
dah buleh pikiq 
not to be sexist 
tapi pompuan nih
korang kene jaga emosi
jangan emotional
be rasional
stay cool

aku knai sorang budak pompuan
kenaila kan
duk jumpak kat kelas
ada sehari tu
muka masam ja 
cam nak nanges pun ada
aku ngan membe aku approach la p tanya
ingatkan sakit ka
family sakit ka 
rupanya
boyfren dia p jalan-jalan x ajak dia
si pompuan tu siap kata 
" Sampai hati x bwak aku, mintak-mintak la eksiden satgi."
astaga

bagi aku la
pompuan yang cool / steady
memang aku salute korang
x semua yang kureng rasional ni
sebahagian la kan
kita sebagai kawan
kita nasihat skali
bukan orang laen
kawan kita gak

kadang pak aku duk beletiaq kata aku duk pentingkan sangat kawan
memang kadang terlebih sket hehe
tapi kawan kita la yang duk tolong kita masa time blajaq dulu
yang geng bola tu la duk share suka duka pait manis dulu
yang sama2 kayuh baskial time ujan
yang stay up sampai 5-6 pagi wat assignment dan tutorial
yang kejut pi kelas
yang pringat assignment
yang fly sama2
kena tangkap pun sama2 
yang ponteng sama
yang tolong masak 
yang tolong ajaq
yang teman pi sini sana
yang duk teman kita menempuh segala dugaan hidup nih..
tapi kita kena utamakan famili kita 
kawan pun dah macam famili kan
jadi kita saling peringat
darah daging jugak
membe kita jugak
bak kata Pie' " Cubit paha kanan, paha kiri pun terasa."

tamat..first time sampai 3 chapter..hehe..

x kemana, mati jugak..(argue part 2)

aku bukanlah nak aibkan ahli keluarga sendiri
tapi ni sbagai pengajaran buat semua
aku masih terus dok blogging ada tujuan dia
antaranya ialah nak share pengalaman aku buat kamu semua yang membaca
yang berguna amik
yang buruk tu wat iktibar

kita ni
kenala jaga hati mak kita
kita duk kat dunia ni bukan selamanya
semua manusia kat dunia ni akan menerima nasib yang sama
MATI gak
blah la manusia yang duk guna ayat " Kau kesah apa, kubur laen-laen.."
ni nak habaq mai
laen tara mana sangat
ang tere tahap cipan pun 
simpan dalam kubuq tu dalam tanah gak
Kita sebagai umat Islam ni ada matlamat dia
bukan kejaq dunia smata-mata
bukan xleh kejaq TAPI
agama jangan tinggai
bagi yang masih ada ibu bapak
kene jaga hati mak pak kita
syurga tu di mana
mana nak carik?
di bawah telapak kaki ibu kita
maksudnya
kita kena jaga dia
jaga hati
jangan terluka

anak derhaka mana masuk syurga?
xdak aih
kita kena jaga hati depa
walaupun bukan salah kita
kita kena terang leklok
bagi dia paham
tapi kalo salah kita
p mintak ampun
dia dah bela kita dari kecik sampai besaq
nak kata dia x sayang kita lagi
kadang depa payah kot nak tunjuk
cuba kita tunjuk kasih sayang kita
Inshallah lembut hati depa

minta ampun la
aku bukan niat nak beleytiaq
tapi tu la
nak crita habaq
berdasarkan pengalaman
bak kata pakcik kedai ikan tu
" Experience is the best teacher, it teaches u and put u in the situation like it was real, only that, it is real. Hahahaha"
insafla
wahai rakan
wahai teman
kita semua dah besaq ( yg besaqla)
dah buleh pikiq rasional
not to be sexist
tapi pompuan nih
.....
 TO BE CONTINUE..

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