hardly blog eyh..

hello old friend, yup it had been quite some time since the last time i tell u stories. it was february right, the last time we met. thats like 5  blogyears. of course i miss uuu.i have tons of stories i want to tell, but not here not now. im just here to say hi, n thats all for now. i'll surely visit u again dear blog of mine, and old friend that  always listen :)

people change..

assalamualaikum.
hi u. i am fine, thanks for wondering, if u did. if u didnt, then its okay.
i learned one fact about human, about people. one fact that is so obvious that i needed years to fully grasp it. PEOPLE CHANGE. the only thing that is constant about human, us, is that we are constantly changing. we grew older each day, we got taller or smaller, thinner or wider, prettier or simply handsomer. guys get mustache, girls get...a guy with mustache(girls used to get boys with pimples). of course we are always changing physically, we're not some freaking sparkling vampire. though some may hear words like "u never change one bit!", but they do. are ways of thinking, our ways of doing, ours ways of making ways. we changed, yes we did. we might not notice it at first, but we will later, perhaps.
so? what if we do change? well, im kinda scared..
what im scared of is if i had changed. had i changed? from better to worse? worse to disaster?
i used like to like different colors. used to like different food. used to like tomyam weeks ago, but not anymore(somtin really bad happened). what we've gone through shape us bit by bit, turning ourselves into somtin new, hopefully somtin good. times usually matures one's mind. somtimes it doesnt.
cut the crap!

im just sad that people changed. some good friends change to strangers. i got a friend who will disapprove any photos that i tag him in. not one photos, we used to do lots of things together, make funny photos together back in college. the girls i used to love..change of heart, that hurts..

God, save me from this danger. dont let me stray away to the wrong path.  

why why ha..

if u're not goin to care
why keep me close to u?
if u're just goin to hurt
why keep me close to u?
if u're just goin to betray
why keep me close to u?
if u're not telling me why
why keep me close to u?

the reason im not moving an inch away from u
is because i wanna be with u..
i want to make u happy
i wanna be there when u need me
i wanna be there when u want me
i wanna be there to share memories
i wanna be there to protect
i wanna be there for u.
there, no secrets.

happy new year..

happy new year to myself n u guys.yes u.
how was your new year? mine was nice, n funny, n new.
well, i didnt go to any fireworks or events, just sitting and chatting with friends while hearing the booms n booms in the sky. we were involved in the orientation so, stuck at campus.haha, still, it was very nice that way. not crowded, u can still see the fireworks, jokes with your friends, and have fun in a mannered way. no regrets.