comel..

berbaju biru muda yang ada lubang-lubang kecil

budak-budak sukakannya kan

x panas

berseluar cotton warna hijau

tersenyum riang posing pada kamera

sambil memegang kereta mainan baru

biru warnanya

itu aku duluu..comel x?

hahaha.....

( angkat bakul )

sick..

i did not went jogging..

caught a flu

and sore throat

heavy eyes..

now..

watching sherlcok holmes..

and weak..

yes

i am sick..

jogger..

i still remember

one of my earliest post was titled 'jog'..

and that was a year ago i think..

miss jogging alone at the park

since da lama x balik umah..

dah lupa

usually i'll head to the park around 6 and be back at 7

p.m. that is

hardly goes jogging in the morning

why?

like u donno

sleep late

wake up late also

but tomorrow morning must go

i think i gain some weight..hmm

i dont gain weight easily

maybe coz too much sleep

and less exercise..

i've been going to bed early recently..

as early as 10

joging petang-petang lebih seronok

kenapa?

matahari kian jauh

jadi oren

suhu jadi rendah

sejuk ditiup bayu

permandangah jadi indah

hati jadi senang

i dont go to beaches and waterfalls-coz jauh-

to ease my mind

i simply

look at sky

and smile

u might see me walking

not looking front

but up and away

to the clouds that had

turn from white to grey

and soon vanishes

with the night from sight

encik kasut adidas

jumpa esok...

simple..

in..

bukak

tutup

sign in

and out

typed

and 'backspaced'

cant really write post anything without the 'mood'..

i had a lot of things i wanna blog

but i cant

dah x ada sudah perasaan itu

jadi kaku

when i blog

i must have that 'feeling' all the way from the start

from clicking 'new post'

till 'publish post'

if somtin just spoiled the 'mood'

the post-to-be will end up as

draft...

bila mood dah runaway

dah xde ati dah nk post

so banyak draft yg dh terkumpul

and this is cause

xde opportunity nk trus online when the 'scoop' is fresh!

dah weekend baru nk online..

so dh x best dh

x macam pisang goreng panas( pisang goreng or goreng pisang?..pisang goreng kan...)

x macam abc time tgh hari

oh sedap betul cendol..i like cendol..

flip..

kelabu..

awan kelabu lagi
asal petang aja kelabu
asal petang aja kelabu
asal kelabu aja petang
dan hujan..
oh rahmat..

terkurung di kampus
melawan bosan

fulusnya udah cukup
minat itu ada
encouragement sudah dapat
tunggu mau beli aja

oh skate..tunggu aku..

gitar,
tunggu kojap yoh..
nanti aku beli ko plak..
tunggu aku kat situ wahai gitar special..
" aku menungguuuu muuuuuuu uuuuu......."

dilemmaa...

really nice..
sitting at the berandah at this time
after a nice bath
at this time of the year..
-as we all know, its hot right now coz of pollution,bla bla bla and we DID NOTHING ABOUT IT..-

angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa
ice lemon tea
ahhh...

oh dilemma..
i suddenly remember about my hidden treasures all over the 'lost forever jungle', my room..
money keeps popping out here and there..-i used to kept my money in books-
and i have enough money to buy a guitar..or a pair of skates..
ohh dilemma..
whick should pick

cat cilut at at cat cilut kucing lompat
nestum nestum pak aji tukang cat..
????

pair..

smile
and breathe

look up
the sky is blue
look down
there is your shoe

i wish it snow
so that i could skate
no snow i know
i wish fo a roller blade

down i sit
to tie my shoe
down i sit
taking a breathe or two

here i stand
with shaking legs
i throw a glance
wish i dont fall and break

a single push is all it takes
for a pair of new roller blades

to take me fast
away and away
off the cliff
up in the air
the best moment
i swear

-i wish for a pair of roller blades for my birthday-

canceled..

"kita tngok sape pandai men dulu.."
eh eh,
dia cabor le pulok..
meh kita tngok..hahaha...

giving up on guitar,
what was i thinking..

i'll get a guitar!
maybe lambat lg kot..

i'll get a pair of roller blades!
as soon as i think soon enough..

i shall continue my study..!!

somtimes your minds play tricks when it is twisted by
feelings..
emotions..

think through guys!
get friends for supports and discussions..
hear their opinions..
u might just find the answer

thank uuu
for the blog address notification
ye..
kamu laaa...

giving..

i'm giving up on guitar
i think

what about skating?
it doesnt use any hands right?

rasa cam nk quit kos yg aku amik skrg
nk amik photography...

undress..

the one thing that i like about my present campus is
at the college
if there's blackout
the students would not be sitting in the dorms anymore
most dah kuar tersadai kat kaki lima
tenung kosong
berseluar pendek
x berbaju
and
sorang akan keluarkan satu gitar
dendangkan satu lagu
then the chorus would suddenly appear
the lead comes out of the blue
and then
their voices echos the whole college
till
the seniors would scream
"woi orang nk tido la!"
then
bebudak sem1 yg menyanyi tadi
akan terkocoh-kocoh lari
menyembunyikan gitar
keadaan akan kembali senyap
panas..