promises..

i'm afraid of promises..

afraid that it would be just lies..

words that holds nothing but meaningless hopes..

afraid to give my words..

afraid i couldn't keep 'em..

afraid that it would hurt the one i love..

afraid to loose again..


no one knows the future exactly..
how it would turn to be..
or how it would not..
with today's problems and issues..
will it get better or worsen..

i'm afraid..
but am i afraid for the right reason..

for what i should fear are God's anger and punishment..
for the sins..
for the forbidden doings ...
. . .



i used to come to this beach..
the waves sounds in the subuh..love it..
used to send the sounds to *ehem-ehem, nm dan alamat d'rahsiakn*...