cried like never before..

we all waited patiently 

and when the door opened

i raced to her

as i hug her

i could feel her heartbeat 

it was fast

i cried silently on her shoulders

i couldnt helped it but to cry and cry

i cried like never before

dont leave me again mom

dont do it again

i was scared

so scared

the tears keep rolling down my cheeks

treeeeettttt!

trrreeeetttttt!

my phone vibrated

i reached it 

"message full"

once i deleted the second last message

a message from mom filled in

it was a dua'

she told me to memorize it yesterday

thank you mom..

i checked and she was praying

no

she was not at the hospital 

never did

it was a sad dream

the saddest i ever had

it bring tear just by remembering 

the dream..