love dilemma..

love dilemma? maybe not miss pouleen. 

let things go slow and smooth for now ok :)

rushing would not solve anything.

i have other things to worry about.

like how im going to pay my university's fees and everything.

if she is meant for me, then she'll be mine some day.

we would grow old n have a big family together. 

think positive, and all the stress in the world is gone.

at the moment, i am..

i am grateful
things seems nice
and i am okay.

i like this one girl
though i dont really know whats going on in her mind
maybe she like me too.. a little..
i just cant figure it out
or just lying to myself
i think it should be ok
its good that we're not dating

im sorry..

its good to listen..

i like listening to mom
when she is not lecturing of course
she has the nicest ways to tell how good a person is
and really funny face expressions when she did any
from time to time
she'll tell her stories when she was young
though most of the times its the same old story
but i'll listen anyway
coz i like to see her happy face
reminiscing her memories
coz she is
the one person i cant bear to watch her crying..