Wednesday, June 30, 2010

kampus..

to the futu.. OPPSS!
salah la
bukan pergi masa depan
yang itu kita tangguh dulu..
sekarang kita pergi masa silam dulu
masa muda-muda lagi
masa hijau lagi
x masak
x ranum

jom!
hari apa ya hari tu, sabtu kot....hari aku sampai di sebuah tempat bernama 'kampus'

-rewind sket je lagi-
*cuti lebih setengah tahun tu memang boring!
boring gila!
so, memang la excited bila check2
'sukacita dimaklumkan anda telah diterima bla bla bla'
horayy!
masa ada 2-3 offer yang aku pun x sure nk pilih
mula nk yg ini
pastu yg ini
oh
pening pening
dilemma aku dibuatnya
tp
aku pilih yg itu

maka ada seminggu je
nasib la check kat internet
koz suratnya 3 days before registration baru sampai
tp i was already prepared
med checkup
barang2 sume
kemeja dan slacks
haircut!

kitorang bertolak pagi tu jugak
pagi bila?
pagi hari sabtu tu laa
berdebar betul
selepas bertanya dekat pakguard tu
kitorang bergerak ke tempat pendaftaran
iaitu kat kolej siswa
bagi siswa la..
ramai betul
and tinggi jugak kolej dia..


ajk-ajk dia memang helpful
suma pun cam nak sama saja
beg gls
beg 'heret' tu
sling beg
and x lupa
sampul besar berisi x-ray

kejap ja dah dpt tau duduk bilik mana
aku dapat bilik kat wing A
no ..err
Ha! no 14.
kat tingkat 6. bapak tinggi
nasib la ada lif
and rakan-rakan pertama aku kat sini ialah


a.k.a roomates aku
kitorang x cakap bnyk
salam gitu-gitu je
but our parents bnyk nk disembngkan
segala pesanan dia
" tengokkan ank pakcik ye"
"jg dia"
" lepas ni jd kawan baik laa"
and so on ayat2 predictable yg mungkin kita plak akn guna
suatu ari nnt

and my family and me decided to have a brunch
we went to this small restaurant
not far from campus
the food was nothing than ordinary
and certain menu tu x best pun
haha..x bersyukur btul..
well, at least terisi la perut

and spanjang sesi resgitration tuh
BANYAK GILA!!!

TIES!!
situ tie
sini tie
and they all tuck in la kan

x minat betul tie and tuck in in nih..
so i went with


BATIK SHIRT!
very cozy and loose
no ties and xyah tuck in

-i rarely wear ties and tucks in my shirt
first sem tu
selalu gak la
skema la time tu
but itu pun x last for long
even though kene pakai formal on certain days
i prefer going to class with t-shirt and my faculty jacket on top
on any other days, i'll have sweater on :b-

on the registration day tu
rasanya 2-3 out of 800 kot yang pkai batik
haha..

and that was years ago
kejap je dh 2010
*breathe in... outs..

tinggal a few days je lagi
pastu back to campus

-oh, aku tringat, ada roommate aku tu,
dh after few months kot,
dia cite kat aku..

"mula-mula tngok cam serius gile,
ingtkan gangster ke ape, bila dh kawan,
lawak la plak, ceh.." (lbih kurang at dia kata camtu)
ada ke patut dia kata aku nih gansgter looking
muka kuali ni gangter
hahaha...

good luck to all of you yg baru nk masuk alam slepas SPM ni,
all e bez to all my friends for your new sem
new life
new adventure(jgn lupa blog)


later days..




Sunday, June 27, 2010

gerhana..

i couldn't find my black t's..
my plain black t's..
:(

well
i'll search some more and more
they're still here
sniff sniff
i can smell 'em

got no pals to hang out
ramai dah sibuk nk balik
and ada yang dah balik kampus pun
tapi aku masih di sini

haritu
aku pergi solat maghrib di masjid
ada gerhana bulan
jadi boleh solat gerhana sekali
hampir-hampir tak pergi
letih-letih
mahu aja aku rehat-rehat
" Tak nak pergi ke? Malam ni ada gerhana tau,
mungkin sekali je seumur hidup, x mahu ke?"
lebih kurang macam tu la kakak aku persuade aku
supaya aku pegi
terdetak di hati
-takkan taknak pegi?
-mungkin ini yang pertama dan terakhir
akhirnya, pergi jugakla

usai solat maghrib 8.20pm
ustaz pun bgtau la camne nk solat gerhana ni
biasalah
solat sunat 2 rakaat
tp
setiap rakaat
ada
2 kali qiam
2 kali rukuk
2 kali sujud

kiranya ada 4 kali qiam,rukuk dan sujud la.
kata ustaz lagi, setiap kali qiam dan rukuk ni dibaca surah panjang
the point is untuk beribadah selama mungkin ketika berlakunya gerhana
dulu
Rasulullah s.a.w. baca surah al-baqarah and 2-3 surah laen
hampir 1/3 al-quran
kalo 5 jam gerhana
5 jam lah solatnya
tapi kali ini lebih kurang sejam sahaja
dan telah pun bermula sebelum maghrib lagi
dan ada sedikit kuliah selepas solat gerhana tu
aku pun ok je
usai solat
mulalah kuliahnya
pasal beratnya jadi pemimpin
semua harus ditanggungnya
ttg dosa-dosa harian
mereka yang menyumbang untuk mendirikan masjid
namun tidak mengimarahkan masjid
peranan suami kepada isteri
jika si isteri masuk syurga
si isteri akan menarik suaminya ke syurga sekali
tetapi jika si isteri masuk neraka
maka dia akan mengheret suaminya ke neraka juga

lama juga x pergi dengar-dengar kuliah ni
tenang hati pergi masjid
ketar hati mendengar dosa dan balasannya nanti

ustaz juga ada berkata
-gerhana ni selalunya jarang berlaku
tp tahun ni saja sudah 4 kali
ni baru bulan 6
ni mnunjukkan betapa x stabilnya nya dunia sekarang
peredaran matahari dan bulan itu sudah berubah
ini sebagai peringatan kepada kita semua

katanya lagi
ibubapa sanggup habis ratusan ribu ringgit
pinjaman lagi
untuk anak mereka pergi belajar
dimana sahaja
dimerata dunia
tetapi bukan untuk pandai baca al-Quran
bukan untuk agama

bila kita tegur
dimarahnya
dikatanya itu-ini
ya aku juga bukan yang terbaik
bukan yang hebat
bukan mulia
tetapi aku cuba jadi lebih baik
dan aku cuma mengajak kamu bersama

tapi
itulah
nak nasihat orang
aku sendiri pun not that good
macam nk gain trust ye x..
oh dugaan dunia..baru dunia...blum akhirat lagi..

apa?tengok bola?
udah-udah,
dari bersengkang mata tengok bola tu bergolek sini sana
amik al-quran tu baca
dh berhabuk dh
-senang cakap susah buat-




Saturday, June 26, 2010

hero..

oh!
look

-like-
it looks so heroic..
fired-up!
Courages
Strong
and
blue..lol..

every kids dream
is
to become a
hero

i wished to be one too
and still wishing..hehe..

x kesahla hero apa pun
janji hero!

i had my header changed..
did u notice?
haha..
oh
one think,
is the bg music too loud?

Thursday, June 24, 2010

goodnight..

kelopak ini hampir tertutup rapat
dengan segala kudrat yang ada
baki-baki tenaga
aku akan ke toto
perlahan dan pejam
pejam hingga azan subuh berkumandang
memecah kesunyian
tapi
sekarang
biarlah aku
pergi beradu..

Goodnight ..
goodnight semua

bismillah..

hijo..

unexpectedly..

i never thought i would have matching items
though i usually go out all black
but
i just bought
a green mouse
kinda cute
and it dont bites
not that one

the one with the usb tail
yah!
yg itu
tetikus hijo warnanya
and it matches my green laptop skin
and cooling fan

got back my phone
sent it for health check a week ago
and the dr. said
"we cant find the problem..but its okay now."
but he didnt gave me any med
but he didnt charged me as well
so i was okay..
i got my phone back and bought a mouse
but my little lappy plak dihantar format
oh oh
life is truly somtin
u plan it that way
and it goes the other way
and come back another way..
confusing yet amusing..

LIVE LIFE!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

strong..

its not just about fighting
or
beating
defeating
winning
killing
kicking
or even punching

stand up
never give up
bounce back
what ever they call it
its not how much u gained
its HOW u gain it

trophies are just trophies
without a match
its just some shiny toys


winning sounds glorious

undefeated sounds STRONG!




p/s
ohh,
now i know what chin up is
of coz i can do chin ups
(strong la konon, hahaha!)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

i wish u dont read this..

i wish u dont read this
and go commenting at facebook..

i couldnt stand it anymore
every time i look at the road
i feel a rush
i look at the door knob
the rush get faster
i wish i jumped out of the car
and end this 'car lecture'
i was furious
and still is
but i stayed silent
non-spoken
coz my words could be violent

at one point
i wish i die
so
i wont be a burden anymore
since thats the only thing i am

lies and lies
i cant take it no more
this mental torture
this heart breaking
this 'i wanna die feeling'

it never was a choice
to begin with
it never was

maybe coz
i never did
never rebel
never say no..or i did
but not hard enough
not strong enough
but it never was
a game i could conquer
a match i could win
an opponent i could tackle

i carry no future
i am selfish
i am a burden
not worth sacrificing for
a weakling
dont thinks ahead
brat that forget things
troublemaker
..
.
a suicide note?..probably... . .



Saturday, June 12, 2010

ologies..

Shall we start now?
~~~~~~~FOODOLOGY~~~~~~~

1. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A long skirt would do it..

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
hmm..i dont really have one, as long as i have my families or friends, any restaurant also can..

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
Gardenia Delicia Buttercotch is delicious, but i choose you, ROTI SALAD!

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Chicken, meat and meat and those melting cheese..drooling..

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
Kaya, mayonnaise, friend onion, margarine and and susu pekat..

~~~~~~~TECHNOLOGY~~~~~~~
1. How many televisions are there in your house?
We got 2, one in the livin room, and the other one is IN MY ROOM! I repeat, ONE IN MY ROOM!
(sarah might get jealous, hoho..)

2. The color of your cell phone?
White and fresh..

3. How long would it take you to look up who invented the Rubber Band?Its Thomas Hancock, sarah already answer..hoho..

4. Have any idea how many Megahertz your computer has?
Around a thousand i guess..


~~~~~~~BIOLOGY~~~~~~~

1. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed! (raising right hand)

2. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Teeth..

3. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
The sofa. Kinda hectic lately.

4. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Not yet! Someday maybe. Ohh this temper of mine.

~~~~~~~CRAZYOLOGY~~~~~~~
1. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
NO!..i dont know..sigh..

2. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
All is good, no need laahhh..hehe..

3. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
1000$
probably yes!
depends, thai or garlic?

~~~~~~~DUMBOLOGY~~~~~~
1. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
None, since i left them at the hostel aritu....T..T

2. Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Oh, the good old days..
my frenzs and really did ran, with bikes of coz. We went into a 24/7 restaurant and act like nottin happened.it was 1 a.m. Bloody cops.

3. Last person you talked to??
my bro..

4. Last person you hugged?
my niece i think..dont hug that much..
~~~~~~~FAVORITOLOGY~~~~~~~
1. Season?
Summer. u can a lot of things in summer except snowball fight..

2. Holiday?beach or island
dont islands has beaches??

3. Day of the week?
"Friday. Because tomorrow will be Saturday, and the next one will be Sunday! :D"
same as sarah la..

4. Month?
Ramadhan...

~~~~~~~CURRENTOLOGY~~~~~~~
1. Missing someone?
Yes yes yes and a big YES!

2. Mood?
Hungry and ok!

3. What are you listening to?
My new phone/mp3 player..

4. Watching?
SENARIO..
~~~~~~~RANDOMOLOGY~~~~~~

1. First place you went this morning?
The bathroom..wuduk..

2. What's the last movie you saw?
Prince of Persia!
Well done movie.

3. Do you smile often?
I think so..(smilin)

~~~~~~~OTHER-OLOGY~~~~~~~
1. Do you always answer your phone?
Not really..hehe..

2. It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
a friend trying to do a prank..

3. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Blue or green..maybe purple..

4. Do you own a digital camera?
Yes yes!

5. Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yes i did.

6. Favorite Christmas song(s):
None..

7. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Camera! and a family gathering..

8. Can you do push ups?
Yes i can!! 1 2 3 4..collapse..haha..

9. Can you do a chin up?
Chin up? ape tu? chin peng i know..

10. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Both! omg omg..

11. Do you have any saved texts?
Yup..

12. Ever been in a car wreck?
No..

13. Do you have an accent?
Yup, i prefer not pronouncing 'R' and my friends said i sounded weird when 'speaking'..haha..

14. What is the last song which made you cry?
Cant remember...

15. What are your plans for tonight?
nk wat gapo?

16. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah, one time ngan my friend, he was skateboarding..

17. Name 3 things you bought yesterday:
Laksa..eh laksa je..

18. Have you ever been given roses?
Nope..i'm a boy..

19. Current worry?
Pointers. I scored a few subjects but the rest..omg..

20. Current hate right now
Israel..

21. Met someone who changed your life?
Yeah..

22. How will you bring in the New Year?
Open house..hehe..

23. What song represents you?
Breathe-anna nalick..

24. Name three people who might complete this?
Fizi, i dont know...

25. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Some things are meant to be that way. Even if we changed the past, there's a possibility that the future will not be as wonderful as we expected or maybe not as good as the present we're living in right now. Allah plans better than any of us human beings. -well said sarah-

26. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
A relationship yes..but no date..

27. Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
err..no..

28. Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
Inshallah..who knows..

29. Does anyone love you?
Yes. i believe so.

30. Ever had someone sing to you?
Tujukan lagu pernah la..

31. When did you last cry?
long ago...

32. Do you like to cuddle?
???hehe..

33. Have you held hands with anyone today?
today, no..

34. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
backstreet boy, boyzone, westlife..my sisters la ni...i dont really listen to music back then..

35. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
old and new..

36. Do you like pulpy orange juice?
i think so..
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