Monday, June 29, 2009

berbunyi..

At a prison somewhere in Kajang
sky couldnt be darker
the wind couldnt be colder
as if light is fading bit by bit

no one knows how it would feel
to know the future
but one man had been told his
and it was not what he had imagined
and he could do nothing about it

death..

knowing u're leaving your family forever is one thing
your family knowing u're leaving them is another thing
for you
its the end of it for this temporary world

but for them
they must bear it till its their time..

Mr C is the person who's going to end this man's life
and Mr C knew the guy and his family
but duty is duty

and its no an easy one
The Agong himself appoint him..


so the prisoner's family came as soon as possible
a wife and five children
since they live very far away and have no relatives in Kajang
they decided to stay at a friends house
and this friend is Mr C

it was Jumaat
the time has come
usually they'll do it right after subuh

everything was done
later
Mr C told that he can't do it anymore
not that he's afraid
but
he could not bear anything like it anymore

this was his story
so after finishing his subuh prayer
Mr C got ready to do what he had to do
he didn't want his guest or to be precise
the family of the man he's about to hang to wake up
they did not know that Mr C is the executer
so one by one he crossed over the five children
he looked at each of them
sleeping and dreaming that their father would come back
and wake them up smiling


only he can tell what it feels..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

told..

the sun was hidden behind the grayish clouds..
hungry...i havent ate any rice today..
and maghrib was closer by the moment..
TO DA KITCHEN!!
i peek here and there looking and searching
for somtin or anytin
after a while
i decided!
Fried Noodles it is!
ada 4 mi segera!
that'll be more than enough
so start with onions and garlics n cabai kerin
then i took a bath
got dressed and pray..
later
mom,my sis n me continued on MY FRIED NOODLES which later become 'our fried noodles'
dad came n told us that his brother is coming
we were going to serve 'our fried noodles' to become 'their fried noodles'
but as time pass by
the noodles got lesser n lesser since everyone wanted to try and i ate some too.. some bowls?
what?
i was hungry!
sorry uncle
u did not make it on time for the delicious n spicy noodles
delicious?
mom is the head chef,
while i'm second in command
n sis the part-timer
what could go wrong!
k k k..
so dad made some very delicious punch!
it turned out that my uncle and his family just had their dinner..thank God..
as expected
laughs echoed are house
my uncle always brings a lot of stories
and he is very good at telling stories..
most of it are true experience and very very funny..
i'll share with u one of 'em
of coz
in ma next post..inshallah..

Thursday, June 25, 2009

nottin

nottin but the truth!

it happen to a guy not long ago,
before i start my semester break
when my aunt's house was still hers
when i found out there are kittens in the roof..ok ok back to the story..

the sun went down hours ago
and there goes a Kembara
drove by a man with glasses hiding his short-sighted eye-i guess
and then he saw someone on the roadside
it was an old man
he slowed down the Kembara
just too kind to ignore
opened the window and he asked
"Where are you heading?"
"Can i get a lift to Taman .....?"-sorry, i forgot what Taman was it
"Yes. Why not.."
so the old man got in the car
the old man was a chinese
they chat a little and he asked
"Are you ill?"
"Yes." the old chinese man replied
"What kind of?"
"Mentally." he replied with a slumber tone
the driving man was like OMG OMG OMG
what if this man do somtin?? somtin bad!
care to give me a lift
oh Mr TooGoodToIgnore
suspense background sounds starts filling his mind
suddenly a pair of hands crawls grab his neck and puff!!
he shooked his head a bit
clearing his mind of horror things* -ok this line i made up-
acting calm
he kept thinking what is he going to do with this scary mentally ill man
he then stopped at the first bus stop in sight
the old chinese man got down and the end-i dont know how he got the old man down
my uncle then drove home and live to tell the story to my cousins n me

moral?
its really really dangerous to drive alone!
make sure you always have a companion which can be very very helpful

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

pencil..

ready or not
here i come!
i will look for you
i will find you
and i will kill you!-saw TAKEN ? very good movie!!!
tonight
i dont care what it takes
i must find it
my little black zebra..
where are youuuu....
by hook or by crook,
walau jauh akan ku gegas berlari
walau tinggi bisa ku terbang d langit
walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
kerana pensil semahal itu
x larat nk bli laen...(actually RM2.90 only, very cheap yet very comfy n sedap dgunapakai)
i've been usin it since SPM
its just nice..
nottin can replace it..
even the first ROTRING mechanical pencil i had which was
heavier (sedap nih wat sketchin)
shinier ( publisity)
made of trusted material for long lasting
many said its good
n a bit expensive
but i prefer the ZEBRA..
i had the red, green, purple, n black.it also comes in blue color.

talking about pencils,
some of my juniors like to use 0.3 mechy pencils..
the reason is so that the construction line would be thin n not very dark since most 0.3 leads are HB graded.its harder.
but this is not good,
coz when u made a mistake with 0.3,
there will be visible lines though u've erased it.
since the lead is hard,
it leaves ..what u call 'em..(ala, kan bila kita garis kuat-kuat nnt tinggal bekas kat kertas tu,walaupun kita dh pdm..)
so it is recomended that u practice using only the 0.5..
unless it clearly state " use 0.3 u kids"
..
if i can,
why cant u?

Sunday, June 21, 2009

seru..

tiap malam aku terpanggil..
oleh si pensil..

tercari-cari aku..
namun x kutemu..

bilik ku bukan lg tongkang pecah,
tp kapal selam yg karam,
penat aku mencelah dan meredah,
tapi lemas dgn kesunyian malam..

lukis lukis lukis...
bermain-main di minda..
berbisik-bisik d telinga
menyeru-nyeru hatiku..
msnya kan tiba..
mungkin esok lusa!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

four..

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
norm
man
normi
full name..

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATE IN YOUR LIFE
uhh????
14 feb
sept 11
??

FOUR THINGS U'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MIN
surfing
g tnds
off laptop
myspace

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY
hang out ngan members!
archery
chocolate
comedies!

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
a really really really hi-tech camera
a " " " " laptop
chocs
neve really tought about it..hm..

FOUR OF UR FAV HOBBIES
sketchin
picture arrestin
readin
n eatin..

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY U WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
mekkah.
japan
er...uh..?
korea?

FOUR FAV DRINKS
ayaq suam
limau aih
mocha
milk

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG/HANDBAG
CAmera,
battery spare,
paper,
dan alatulis..

FOUR FAV COLOURS
itam nmpk kemas
putih nmpk bergaya
ijo nmpk alam friendly
unyu aku suka xde sbb

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS
cc kita!
bilik aku,
umah cik,
tmpt yg bezss

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH
Allah s.w.t.
keluaga bhgia
sahabat handai
n (nm & alamt drahsiakn)


TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
my very first colored scrin enpon
oohhh basikal tuaaa..
laptop gua..
.................

TOP FOUR YOU WILL TAGGED(xkan nk tag ang lg kimi)

BUN!

KAPIZ!

KISHI!

ADIEY!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

blinkin..

modem aku asik duk blink!
kjap-kjap blink,
kjap-kjap blink,
result dia hang le aku tgh duk surf tenet nih..
ms aku duk tulis post ni pun aku keja duk tngok bwh aku ja..like evrytime aku abih satu perkataan,
sori modem,
bukan sngaja pijak aritu..terpijak!
aku terpijak bucu modem tu,
abis koyak kulit kakiku dibuatnya,
terjengket-jengeket,
terhenjut-henjut aku,
otot-otot kakiku(yg aku dh lupa nm dia) mulai mengerang sakit pada hari ke-3 lpas insiden tu..
x smangat aku nk add post dgn keadaan tenet yg camni..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

subuh..

di pg yg hening,
aku masih lg terbaring,
masih lg di situ,
di bilik aku,
yg x dtutup lampu,
karna itu caraku..

ketuk perlahan kedengaran,
di pintu kayu bilikku,
rupanya bapa yg dtg dgn berita,
pakcikku yg disana dh mninggal kan kita..

aku trus terduduk,
mengilangkan mamun,
aku terbayang wajah pakcikku itu..
tua..
bertongkat..
pakaiannya slalu aja cerah..
jrg benar aku lihat warna gelap menutup tubuhnya...
rambutnya yg kian kurg slalu aja tersorok di balik kopiah putih yg matching bju melayunya...
mukanya yg slalu tenang..

kmudian ..
fikiran ku mlayang ktika datukku pergi dulu..
ktika ramadhan baru menjengah.
SPM bakal aku duduki..
kami bergegas ke rumah 'tokwan',
aku masih ingat..
ktika hampir sampai,
klihatan silauan lampu ambulans,
dan pabila makin hampir maka nampklah aku..
sebuah ambulan yg ready to go di hdpan rumah tokwan..
sebaik shj kereta ayah berhenti,
kami trun dan trus berjalan hendak masuk di situ aku selisih..
selisih dgn tokwan..
tokwan ada atas katil bergerak tu..
kelihatan tokwan bernafas dgn payahnya..
degup jantungku jd laju..
kmudian aku lihat tokwan d bawa pergi dek ambulans..
dlm rumah,
suasana agk tgang..
semua risau...
dan risau..
kmudian..
entah siapa aku x pasti yg trima pangilan..
tp aku dgr..
tokwan sudah pun kmbali ke rahmatullah..
air mata mula mengisi..
pernafasan ku jd x biasa..
aku pergi basuh muka d blik air..
terlindung dr suma org..
aku nangis..

mlm itu mereka berbincang,
macam mn nak urus arwah tokwan..
mulanya mahu upah org surau aja,
tp,
pkcik amir dtg..
katanya,
x perlu tunggu org surau,
biar kita aja yg bersihkan jenazah..
jd aku bantu..
itu kali pertama aku..
pakcik-pakcik aku tolong..
ayah juga..
..
mlm tu aku tertido smpi subuh esok..
rmai yg dtg..
rmi..

bila ku fikir..
x sempat aku nk blaja bhs jpun...
tokwan aku slalu bercerita pasal zaman mudanya dlu,
tokwan juga boleh berbicara mngunakan bhs negara matahri terbit tu...
tringin juga aku nk sembang 2 ngan tokwan dlm bhs jpn...


*
aku trus bangun mengambil whuduk..
baru pkul 5.30.
aku bentangkan sejadah dan bersdia untuk solat..
kmudian bapaku panggil..
"x msuk waktu lg.."
"xpe.."
aku trus solat sunat, smemagnya itu niatku..
bapa kata aku dan adik x boleh balik kampung,
x muat kreta..
dan juga kna jg omstay..
bapa beri rm20..
(rm20 bukan duit upah,tp blanja mkn minum,kitorg x bli bnyk,mostly aku n adik aku msk..)-added at 00.04am 13 june


-aku smbung nnt je lah..-sume ni jd start kul 5.30 pg td,11 jun 2009...skrg kul 11.50pm


aku smbung blk..
skang kul 10.24 am,jumaat..
omstay dh pun org masuk..
breakfast suda,
famili aku still x balik lg dr rumah tokwan yg 6 jam lmnya perjlann..
kelmarin untuk lunch aku wat nasi goreng kurg mnjadi..
mlm nya aku wat frankfutters masak pedas n sandwich burger, adik aku msk nasi..hangit sket..
kitorg mkn smbil tngok ' the prestige'..adik aku puji mskn mkn mlm aku..hehe..aku bantai ja,coz aku da lupa proper procedure dia...haha..
pastu adik aku smbung wat keja dia n aku wat keja aku..

so,
nnt-nnt plak lahyo...

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

some..





...some prefer to listen n drift away.....




..while others..hmm..



say it out loud n flew with it...at least in a cool way(??)..


which one is me..which one is you...which is us..which aren't...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

bikin..

garrrrrr!!!!
bikin aku panas jer!
nk ja aku !!!
haiii!!!
kontrol kontrol!!
manusia yg paling bijak,
ialah yg pandai mengawal barannya!!!
meletup jugak karang..!!!
hee hoo hee hoo hee hoo...(breathing)
sakit kapla!!!!

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